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2010-10-12T20:40:00.001+08:00

Suddenly felt like blogging..
Lack Of Love!!

Hello!

Bye!!

Awesome!

2010-01-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went shopping at IMM with sister and AnnyTz :) enjoy the shopping trip very much :)

amazing info to share, we bought bodyshop products.. It's against ANIMAL TESTING!! and they use paper bag!! Awesome man!! ClapClapClap for bodyshop!

for marybek

2010-01-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

人一个化得千祥，让一步即增百福。
忍一份泪气，即增一份祥气。
忍一份仇气，即增一份和气。
忍一份怒气，即增一份瑞气。
忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。
有容德乃大，吃亏放是福。

HAPPY!!

2009-12-12T09:49:00.003+08:00

Term test is over.. i screw my papers..
haha but nevermind!

I'm heading to taiwan 15DEC-24DEC !!
Cant wait for it to come!!

JingWen JieJie gave birth to a baby girl on 6Dec...
Congrats!!

2009-11-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

thank you zhaoli and peichun for encouraging me!!
those words you girls gave me will go a long long way!!
XieXieNi!

things to do!!
1. QX is back.. bek do something..
2. exams is next next week!! mary start revising!!
3. birthday is coming! baby celebrate with him!
muhaha..

suddenly feel like taking part in Red Cross events..

2009-11-03T15:12:00.001+08:00

dunno why suddenly i have the 冲动 wanna participate Red Cross event..
i think my last event was NDP 08..
the last time i went back to JWSSRCY was years ago :(

going back to JWSS every friday was my weekly routine..
the first batch of juniors when i was NCO was CinLee's batch..
and now they are all VIs..
the first batch of cadets when i became VI was Preethi's batch..
and they are going to take their O levels soon..

a few times i feel like going back to jwss to see my fellow cadets..
but so uninvited.. scared will kanna chase out.. so i didnt..
doubt any of the cadets still remembers me..
life of VIs are like that i believe..
the effort you put in..
in units in cadets, after you left the unit, after the cadets graduate they will forget you..
this is life.. but i never ask for repay..
cos i've learnt and grown alot in the 2yrs when i was VI in JWSS..
i hope the unit is still doing well without me..
maintaining the standards my batchmates set - GOLD UNIT!!

ALL THE BEST TO ALL!!
MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS!!

2009-10-30T20:06:00.001+08:00

TOLD YOU I DUN GIVE A DAMN LIAO...
dun take me for granted!

i feel bad that i pair with OWEN for workshop..
and my wielding is not great..
sorry if i pull your marks down..

today super tired..
workshop for 5 hours!
wielding in overall.. sweating!!
but had quite alot fun..
reach home bathe, sleep!!
super tired~!

off going 清扫 BYE!!

2009-10-28T18:09:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna shut up and do nothing

DON'T KNOW!!
DON'T CARE!!
DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!

2009-10-26T21:04:00.004+08:00

Happy 16 Dearie (:
Love you lots!!
Thanks for the biscuits!!

it's been so long after we went out together..
thank you officers for letting him book in tonight..
allowing him to go shopping with me today...
not booking out this weekend ):
gonna miss you...

): i'm not a SUPERWOMAN!!

2009-10-21T13:12:00.000+08:00

the older you go...
the more responsibilities you get..
不是负担，是我的责任！
if everything is my 责任 so what is your 责任??
i complain to my dearie that I'm feeling more ):
beloved told me off!! i should learnt to say NO!!
cant be everything also my responsibility..

I've been managing so well until last month..
it just makes me feel dishearten and demoralised..
I'm not superwoman! I'm only human!!
I'm just trying my best!! you are not!!

for goodness sake dun just say!!
no point saying like heaven.. help by puting in action!!
feeling irritated!

(:

2009-10-21T10:27:00.002+08:00

Quite glad that school started!!
Hee!!

I'm looking forward for Every Saturday..
1. Mr chng book out.. dun need elaborate.. (:
2. Cheer Meetings.. we are bunch of GREAT wondeful People!!!

my weekend will be burnt!
Saturday:
morning rehearsal for LeLingZhou..
afternoon making cheer props and DCS cimian..
nignt got DaZhongBan..
Sunday:
morming rehearsal for LeLingZhou..
afternoon meeting for LLZ, YXH proposal..
night got English class with china DaoKins..

but i'm glad that i'm usefully busy.. better than doing nothing..

my name is happy..

2009-10-19T20:06:00.002+08:00

so glad to be back to class 23..
thanks to mr joseph lee and mr peter pang...
they sign on my class transfer form...
thanks alot and sorry for the trouble man...
falabur and gang start bullying me again...
for the first time feeling good bullying by him..
cos i rather being bullied than in a different class with them...
thank god!!

completed a task..
a task that wasn't part of my tasklist..
it was transfered from some other people tasklist...
THIS IS WHAT I MEANT BY PPL DUMPING TASKS TO ME!!
but nevermind... i've completed!!
dun bother saying thank you.. i cant appreciate..

Busy! Busier!! Busiest!!

2009-10-16T16:15:00.005+08:00

School is starting next week...
Although I've wasted my time throughout the holiday..

I didn't waste my last week of holiday..
Mon: 人才班
Tue: 座谈
Wed: 人才再教育
Thu: 坛主人才会
Fri: 清扫
Sat: 清口班
Sun: 初一庆祝

This week is great achievement week man!!
Completed all my task (: before school reopen..
-Cheer Props
-Lesson plans
*Clap Clap*

No more holiday ): tasklist will be extending BY THEMSELVES.. haha..
i have C#E#R practise every sat!
i have B#B and J#R rehearsals on sun!
ALL MY SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS ARE GONE!!
NOT FOR MY boyfriend ): super sorrie ):
and i need time for studying!
GPA 4.0 remember!!
i dun wish to get so busy either..

why class 22!? not 23!?

2009-10-08T14:58:00.004+08:00

WHAT THE ****!!!
HOW COME I'M BACK INTO CLASS 22??
GOSH!!
LAST SEMESTER WHEN I GOT TRANSFERED TO CLASS 23 I GOT MAD!!
NOW THAT I'VE ACCEPTED THE FACT TO BE IN 23..
ALREADY BUILD BOND WITH THEM..
AND I GOT TRANSFERED TO CLASS 22!!
ONLY ME!!

WHAT THE **** MAN!! WHAT A JOKE!!
I NEED TO ADAPT TO A NEW CLASS, NEW CLASSMATES, NEW ENVIRONMENT!!
WAHLAO!
AND 22 CLASS TIMETABLE CMI!!
OH MY GOD!
I'M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD NOW!! SERIOUSLY!!
WHOEVER THAT PERSON FROM SMA TRANSFER ME HERE AND THERE!!
I HATE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM MAN!!!

Xie Xie Ni

2009-10-05T10:42:00.004+08:00

没有人可以把事情做得完美
（不然会很辛苦）
只要尽力去做就 OKIE lar!
你有尽力吗？

SOMETHING TO PONDER!!!!

2009-10-01T22:23:00.004+08:00

i'm too easily "bullied".. always kanna "arrow"
seriously i need to wear ARMOR to protect myself..
(agreed by mr chng)

i rmb last time, not long ago...
when i assign things for cadets to do, i make sure 1 thing 1 person do...
never let 2 person do the same thing..
especially big big task.. why?
cos when something goes wrong, i dunno who to find...
when i assign to you means you can do it, why need 2 person...

in life, it's the same..
whenever you are assigned task, dun throw to another person..
dun need to push roles to other people..
unless you are not up to it..
do the job properly, do it well, do it good...
alright!!

I HATE TO DO PEOPLE'S UNWANTED (sh*t) JOB!!
I HATE PEOPLE THROWING THINGS AT ME!!

给“自己”的话

2009-09-28T12:29:00.005+08:00

Well i took this application "ask the fortune teller" on facebook..
I asked "can i manage myself?"
Genius answer was "You can if you want!"
haha cool right... what an answer.. Dots!

i'm currently reading this book "与青少年谈心"
i got enlightenment (:

人不可能一步登天。
记得，要尝到成功的甜蜜，必须先忍受痛苦的过程，熬过失败的折磨。
不要怕失败，拿出勇气，持续下去！

i needed an answer too!

2009-09-25T11:28:00.004+08:00

i always believe what i do is definitely the right thing!
i dun have to explain what every i did..
it ought to be right!
but some things if i never do DONT say that it was me!!

i'm talking about the taiwan LY happening..
yes i know people commenting how come i never select them for this LY..
hello dears!
not i choose de.. i dunno how I got selected either..
i also cannot give clear explaination bout this ..
i also dunno why 4/6 ppl are from 节德！
it does make alot ppl wonder..
i hope i can get an answer for this too..
but the answer for my doubt just got "missed" out accidently..
i'm really sorry if there is any misunderstand regarding this..
my apology, sorry for not being a perfect person!

i just wanna be happy!

Happy?

2009-09-25T11:21:00.004+08:00

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain’
cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

没有人比我更认真！

2009-09-22T16:50:00.002+08:00

i'm having holidays.. i've never like holidays!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!!
but holiday time management compared to school term is worst!
i spent my day and night playing games!!
haiyo! this cant be it man!
though i spent time reading books but too little!!
i feel like selling time to ppl.. because i'm wasting them...

mary make up your idea!!
do what you should do..

MY TASK LISTS ARE GETTING LONGER AND LONGER!!
NEVER GONNA COMPLETE THEM!!
):

EXCITED! or not??

2009-09-01T13:16:00.002+08:00

EXCITEMENT first [:
IT'S HOLIDAY!!!
1. Mr Sim Qing Xiang is gonna be back in Singapore!!! WooHoo!!!
SUPER EXCITED! we're going for VEGETARIAN STEAMBOAT!! veggie i mean! NO MEAT!!
haha... probably going recee this weekend.. haha...
I'M SURE it would be an enjoyable one!!
2. BoyBoy is having vacation for a week!! YIPPY!! lets go Sentosa and Ubin!!
3. 表扬奖 on the 11th
4. Wu小姐 wedding on the 20th

NOT ]:
i got REJECTED!! not going to india this holiday..
SUPER DEMORALISE!!
SHALL NOT SAY MORE!!

BLOG CLOSED

2009-08-20T15:29:00.001+08:00

EXAMS is here!!

blog closed for the moment.
but i got cool songs in the playlist!

1. MISS INDEPENDENT
2. LOVE STORY
3. LOVE DRUNK
4. I GOTTA FEELING
5. MAMA DO
6. I'M YOURS
7. MAKE HER SAY

ENJOY lar..

all the best for exams!
i just wanna maintain my GPA at 3.4!!

2009-08-14T09:06:00.000+08:00

i like the song..
i gotta a feeling.. that tonight's gonna be a good night...
but doubt this would happen..
never would have good night knowing that i would wake up with lots lots of work and things to complete!
:(

2009-08-06T15:28:00.003+08:00

i'm back.. not dead.. haha.. wont die so early..

hey girl.. had enough of you..
no friend them come find us... you think we what?
spare friend ar? hey! friend are to treasure... i dun treat friends like you..
better make up your idea.. simply had enough.. you are irritating me!
GO AWAY!

2009-07-13T13:21:00.002+08:00

2009-07-09T08:57:00.002+08:00

Hoildays ended!
Exams ended!
School started!
i did badly for exams! but so??

BUT I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR!!
11 JULY
-Out with 大哥,二哥,三哥,四姐!!
-Bcamp09 camp sharing

12 JULY
-DJJTR camp sharing

17JULY
-Bettina 21!

19JULY
-五教圣人之旅

2009-07-01T14:55:00.002+08:00

happy 1 year! time really fly!!!

i wanna buy this phone dearie!
SONY ERICSSON W995!!
Specifications:
• 8.1 megapixel camera
• Picture blogging
• Video blogging
• Auto focus
• Face detection
• Image and Video stabilizer
• Video light
• Flash LED
• PictBridge
• TrackID
• SensMe
• Bluetooth stereo (A2DP)
• 3.5mm audio jack
• Stereo speakers
• Shake control
• Access NetFront Web browser
• Motion gaming
• Java
• FM radio with RDS
• YouTube
• DLNA Certified
• Wi-Fi
• Location-based services
• Geo tagging of photos
• Google Maps
• aGPS
• Size: 97 x 49 x 15 mm
• Weight: 113 grams
• Main screen: 262,144 colour TFT, scratch-resistant
• Resolution: 240 x 320 pixels
• Size: 2.6 inches
• Phone memory: Up to 118MB
• Memory card support: Memory Stick Micro (M2)
• Talk time GSM/GPRS: Up to 9 hrs
• Standby time GSM/GPRS: Up to 370 hrs
• Video talk time: Up to 3.5 hours
• Music listening time: Up to 20 hours
• Video watching time up to 5hrs

2009-06-17T12:13:00.002+08:00

I'M IRRITATED!

YOU ARE NO BIG DEAL!!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OKIE!!

DEARIE, LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MISERABLE!!

EVERYTHING IS NOT SMOOTH!!

FASTER COME BACK K..

2009-06-12T22:21:00.004+08:00

MR CHNG!! I MISSES YOU!!

MISSES YOU ALOT ALOT!!

ONE DAY WITHOUT YOU IS LIKE HUR!!

14 MORE DAYS TO GO!!

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO 27JUNE 1PM!!!

JIAYOU DEARIE!!

I'M GOING C-CAMP TML!!

BACK ON MONDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QING XIANG IN ADVANCE!!

PRESENT WHEN YOU COME BACK OKIE!!

TAKE THIS POST AS EVIDENCE IF I FORGET!!

2009-05-25T15:35:00.002+08:00

hey QX cos you never jiayou for me...
so i jiayou myself!!

quite irritated this week!!
1) stupid fal keep bullying me!! non stop!! scolding me bad words!! idiot!! i hate you!!!

2) i read mildred blog.. looks like i've missed out alot from NDP09... why didnt i participate??!!!

3) listen to 933 " what are you looking forward to this week?" after much thought my answer is "NOTHING!!" hur?? no life!! my life is totally screwed!!

still i must say JIAYOU MARY!!

2009-05-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

i got poor time management!!
jiayou mary!! you can do it!!
only stress make you stronger...
it will give you a push to learn...

i'll be behind giving you morale support!!
jiayou!!

2009-05-04T14:15:00.002+08:00

long time no post!!
today is week 3 of school!!
class was okie.. lesson was okie...

past 2 weeks..
-i wasnt late for school..
-long time never play pet society..
-doing fireworks..
-i still got instrumentation report..
-that tank familarise teacher i dunno what he talking..
-i'm gonna do badly for thermo again..
-love autocad.. like maths..

today..
-kimkiat stop staring at my screen!!!
-teacher say is the air con on??
-fireman say armpit all wet!! haha
-kailun stop eating my sweets!! your birthday big deal ar??!!

everything regarding school is fine!! :)
_________________________________________________________________

Friday got full committee meeting for B camp...
brain juice used up meeting from 9.30 to 4 is fierce k...
received news to go LY for Sat SQJ... ARGH!! me again...
not complaining...
why other ppl can find alot alot ppl for LY BUT
we always 'pathetically' try very hard to search for man??
are we so pathetic?? always when we need ppl for LY will be MZ,MH??
machiam "dai yan ren"... are we showing to others we are pathetic..

like i told jackie, sometimes i feel quite tired of clearing shit...
when i assign things for others to do, obviously i would expect him/her to do...
but in the end, nothing was done.. last min tell me haven do..
hey... might as well i do myself... hur!!
very dishearted when ppl misuse the trust i gave them...
first time nevermind... second time give chance... third time hey!!
irritated!! okie~!
________________________________________________________

saw fengming tz on sat!! everytime i see her i see hope!!
speaking to 1 who can solve your troubles...
is much much better to speaking to 100 who cant help..
thanks!!

2009-04-08T09:57:00.002+08:00

MADNESS!!! WHY AM I NOT IN CLASS 22!! TELL ME!! TELL ME!!

I'M MAD AT 2 GROUPS OF PPL..
THOSE WHO ASK ME NOT TO GO SAILING..!!
THOSE WHO DOES NOT ENTERTAIN MY APPEALS!!
HEY I'M STILL UNDER SAILING CLASS RIGHT..
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE FROM CLASS 23 CHANGING TO CLASS 22??!!
IDIOTIC 2 GROUPS OF PEOPLE!!
YOU RUIN MY LIFE!!

WHY CLASS 22??
MOST OF MY CLASSMATES ARE THERE LAR!!!
FURTHERMORE!!
THEY GOT BETTER TEACHERS!!
GOT IVAN TAM, TIN AUNG WIN, TEO K.K....
I GOT THE OLD TEACHER!!
WHO TAUGHT ME IN FIRST SEMESTER AND I GOT C!!!
HUR!!!
TOTAL MADNESS!!!

jackie's birthday celebration...

2009-04-07T11:45:00.003+08:00

happy 21 birthday celebration at his house...

just a mini gathering + BBQ...

ohh.. when i reach already 8plus le... thats why all photo a night.. hee...

had pretty lots of fun...

SENTOSA TRIP!!

on our way to the beach... displays made of reused items and bicycle... cool!!

on the beach.. there's a kid in everyone... heee

opposite the beach... most southern of asia leh... heee

the skyride... wuhoo... cool!!

luge!! woooh!!!!

enjoying lunch!! we finish all!!

on the way home waiting for rail...

黄靖伦每日一句

2009-04-07T11:11:00.000+08:00

大街上紧握着你
穿过那倾盆大雨
我愿意
一路的走下去
旁人我不理

明天起
每日一句
代表深情的成语
偶尔
你也说像谜一样的诗句
叫人措手不及

小小的甜蜜
慢慢地累积
跟时间交换完美结局
小小的浪漫
天天在模拟
那些遥远的未来突然间很具体

就让我们在一起
爱你每日一句
所有的情歌
都有了意义
原来是因为我爱你

我要我们一起
永远像小情侣
直到下一个世纪
都有我专属名句
告诉你幸福是几比几

有了你
我可以
不畏惧要做你心中的超人气
我不急
因为你
世界再美不过是爱情的背景

所有的小惊喜
只有一个动机要
你不只是感动而已

2009-03-25T15:27:00.002+08:00

i got jelly legs after my first 1hr of driving!!
wohoo... super scary man!! haha...
first time! good start i hope!!
hongyi got his license le!
i wanna get mine real soon!!
gonna pass it at one try! mary say so!! hee..
dun wanna spent to much of grandma sponsor $$$
haha... all ready for the next lesson!!
jiayou!!

2009-03-24T15:17:00.002+08:00

i'm quite sad this 2 days...
i was posted to class 2B/23...
almost half of my classmates will be in 2B/22...
why lar!!! different class!!!
hur!!! super super not happy!!!
ARGH!!!
hey i also wanna go sailing..
can some kind soul place me with my classmates!!!
hur!! super super not happy!!!
AH!!!!

2009-03-24T11:08:00.001+08:00

i'm bored at home... no job... only rotting!!
haiz!! my only entertainment is PET SOCIETY!!
though sometime i do spent time reading book..
but probably i only spent 30mins per day...
and today this happen when i went in...
oh man!! sad!!!

:(

2009-03-18T11:41:00.010+08:00

Results is out today!!

i woke up receiving the sms from sas... then quickly on the computer to double check..
haha

ECCT--- DIST
Gems --A
BST --- A
PSA ----A
WSP ---B+
APM ---B+
MEK1--B+
RWP---C+

GPA: 3.64

hmmm i think it's not bad.. but pretty discourage by APM thought can get A... haiz...
well done!! keep up the hard work mary!!
more challenges is gonna come.. time management is super important!!!

2009-02-26T15:47:00.002+08:00

hey hey!!

back to blogging!!
you guys must be missing me alot right!!
:P heehee...

okie exams is over!! 6As is mine~~
heehee...

its holiday now!! i'm gonna find a job... any lobang please contact me k!!!

i've being playing pet society! super super fun lar!!! haha...

pretty sad that i cant join NDP this year... awww...
cos i really cant afford to skip night classes at prayer hall on saturdays...
NDP is starting soon!! dunno how thousand years never wear uniform le lar...
missing those days when i was so enthu and passionate bout redcross...
but this flame in me is going off... haiz...
take care all!!

happy 8th months i must say!!

2009-02-12T11:14:00.005+08:00

hello hello!! blog has grown spider web.. yes i know.. haha... exams is round the corner!! need to study not blog!! okok!! stop complaining... yar... wohoo!! gotten 2 books from fengming tz last sunday... now reading one of it on my way to school lar.. hee... i've got one more book on my shelf if anyone wanna read can borrow from me.. details of the book is below...

visit this website for more good books! http://geniesbooks.blogspot.com/

yes!! good luck to all for exams!! take care yar.. dun fall sick like me... k... bye!!

内容介绍：
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故今生欲证得圆满究竟者，若无人道圆满、理念无偏、习气毛病去除，则何以证道成真呢？故三关之设，八十一口之验，无非欲令道子去浊留清，炼就一派天真；所以说「三关九口」对于白阳弟子而言，是回天的一个考证单位------。

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「和阳关」则考证白阳弟子于「修办理念」中是否偏见邪行？
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经「三关九口」考证能通关过口者，再送入「天佛院」安位，接受弥勒古佛的教化，最后道证「兜率内院」，致灵性恢复本来，即是返回无极之时。若是不能经「三关九口」的考证，或有功、或有过，则判入「天牢狱」进行受过之罪惩，能忏悔改过者，再依功定果。

夫「修道修心」是恩师慈勉白阳弟子「先得后修」莫忘记，得道是祖师鸿慈与自我悲愿共成就，不代表已能成就！因「三关九口」才是白阳修士的「考试院」，是白阳弟子修行考核验证之所在，首从「盘查姓名、考问尊师、盘查进道、皈依问清、外功细问、内功究明、功果交论、八德审明、仙才改注」等九个阶段的流程，实是白阳弟子修行的首要功课。与其担心受考受验，不如真修实炼来的更真实。上天设下「考试院」旨在选拔仙才晋昇功德，今幸得明师一指，已具备天选仙才的资格，望我同侪跻上天梯，以真修实炼来通关过口是祈！

本书谨将《天佛院游记》《紫阳关游记》《和阳关游记》《九阳关游记》《天德老人说天牢狱慈训》《林苍库坛主游天佛院讲义资料》《范圣杰讲师游理天功德祠讲义资料》……等加以彙编成书，旨在提醒白阳弟子于天恩师德裡，更须戒慎恐惧，不要忘记修行，要「改毛病、去脾气」，才能安然经「三关九口」的考证，返回无极理天，面见无生老母。

否则落个和「流浪的魂归天」一样，理天归不得，地府又不收的惨状，岂不白修一场。本书实可做为「弥勒弟子修行重点与成就」的精进道书。

2009-01-29T22:53:00.003+08:00

heehee...

i'm here to blog.. why so free seh today?

i got 3 report yet to complete!!!

but mr botak is helping me in my gems report... haha.. so can slack abit!!

thanks botak!! you are the best k!!

muack muack muack!!

exams are coming.. guess i wont have the time to blog le...

sorry people!!

i'm going to work during holidays i promise!!

i need money for my driving lisence!!

and i wanna save up for taiwan trip this year!!

2009-01-26T03:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

HOPE:
身体健康
万事如意
心想事成

I HAVE NO COMMENT!!

2009-01-05T19:35:00.004+08:00

i had a bad day today!
woke up reading a message, a message i would never expect..
a new i never never never want to hear..
i walk out of bed feeling this :
NOTHING MORE TO SAY!! NOT IN THE POSITION TO COMMENT..
NEVERMIND IT'S OKIE...

i left home early but just didnt get the sight of 185!!
WHAT THE!!!!
waited for half an hour...
my fingers was so numb and this idiot keep messaging me...
cant call me meh? fingers so painful to the extent that i'm fedup!!
and i'm LATE FOR SCHOOL!!

practical lesson was GOSH!!
the whole morning only saw 3 lines...
others already finish the whole work piece??!!
the crazy me then started shouting across the workshop..
STRESS!!!

then was lesson as normal.. trying to be normal but was crazy the whole day...
instead of talking.. i was shouting!!

IT SEEMS THAT THE NO ONE IN THE WORLD IS SIDING ME!!
I KEEP QUIET DOES NOT MEANS I'M OKIE...
UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!

you, i mean you....
would you like to listen to me whenever i'm not feeling moody like you did???

2008-12-18T13:27:00.003+08:00

NEW BLOG SONG FOR HIM

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

眼泪
她为你流过
也为自己掉过
对於你们的爱
她总是抱著坚强的笑容
错过那些时间
谢谢她的守候
是时候
紧紧牵她的手
带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗
想念的心开不了口
枯想著你有没有好好过
担心著你每天生活
你好吗最近如何
照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过
不让你担心多一秒

想念著
每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步
是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使
给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候
翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
你爱我像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱著你不要再错过
你的爱是最蓝那片天空
cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

幸福
少了你在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱
不是悸动
守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏著幸福的每一步一起牵著手

心疼你会睡不好
总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给你依靠
哄你看你笑著睡著
照片里你的微笑
我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念
代替我亲吻你嘴角

想念著
每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景
爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使
给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午后
我又在街上走
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了
像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属於我们的转角
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店还有熟悉的画面
oh baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

没有办法想像那画面
一个孤独的背影走在小公园
一颗心需要暖
一双手需要牵
故事要有美好结局
需要两双手来写永远
不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始恋人们
要一起珍藏

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISMAS!!

2008-12-18T11:11:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISMAS!!

first!
must wish XuXun and ZhengBiao happy birthday!!
hee their birthday falls on the same date as me hee...
haha

my birthday celebration starts from saturday lar...
went for "Li Jie cum Cooking classes"
attendance was atrocious dun wish to mention more....
we've got good teacher to teach us...
hee..
here's the product...
YUMMY mushroom soup lar...

then went home to rest... and went out with jackie for dinner...
walked from outram to chinatown to clake quay to bugis..
dinner at bugis...
wah ate alot k!
can you imagine 2 people eating 3 servings!
took some pictures along the way... chrismas decoratings..
super nice right.. heehee...

my mummy woke up like 7 plus to prepare "mian xian" for me...
heehee... thank you lar..
then head to TianHui for DJJTR...
then went to grandmother house..
then went JP shopping.. haha...

ordered pizza for dinner.. heehee...
then went fotang to pray...
after that got LiJie session...
then had a mini celebration lar..
sang birthday song and ate cake...

birthday present from jackie.. (:

thanks to those who wished me happy birthday
jackie, weilin, mildred, cinlee, junjie, yuanhao sir, mummy, daddy, annie, hongyi, wilson teo, kangqi, pauline, huiyi, nicky sir, bettina, michelle, jimmy fang, lilian, wenfang, zhenghao, liru, peichun, wanqi, wanting, aihui, wanqing...
last but not least MR SIM QING XIANG!! haha..

2008-12-05T10:45:00.004+08:00

YIPEE!!! TERM TEST OVER!!!
2weeks of mugging is definitely paid off...
cant wait to see how many A can i get..hee..
ITS HOLIDAY!!
cant imagine 3weeks of playing, enjoying myself...

i'm now in NP..
poor jackie is sitting opposite me..
mugging for exams!! poor guy...
but at least got me accompany him study lar...
though i'm blogging now, i'm morally supporting him!
JIAYOU!

2008-11-23T15:22:00.005+08:00

DREAM!!
i dream of QINGXIANG last night... haha..
pretty random but probably misses him too much...
it has been a month plus after you left singapore...
its obvious that i'm lying if i saw i dun miss him...

he's a really great great great instructor, great great friend...
who wishes me happy birthday for the past 2 yrs..
hope he will remember again this year..
someone who changed alot alot of my life...
if wasnt him... i wont join VI...
he's words, action, whatever he has done motivated me to join VIP...
i once told myself i wanna be a successful instructor like him...

(haha when i was cadet)

i remembered when i was going to giveup during VIP camp day2 night, when i was going to sleep i read 2 messages... one was from QX, telling me i'm halfway through the camp... 1 more day to go... encouraging me to stay on.... gosh!! who on earth will send out this kinda sms to a stranger? only QX will do so.. it's like a pat behind my back, telling me "mary you can do it!" i'm sure bettina will agree cos she received this same sms from qx..

i agree that i'm a lousy instructor with not much quality...
i'm greatful to QX, cos he gave me a chance, a chance to prove to myself at least i'm not really lousy... he let me help out in project NCO 2007... not just that, i was appointed to be a DI... i learnt alot alot from that camp... not just from him alone but also learnt alot from other seniors lar...

NDP07, when i worked with QX again... seeing him weeks after weeks was boring.. but how i wish time will go back.. i'll not complain seeing you everyweek... i promise!!
able to hear him talking nonsense on our way from Yew Tee to HQ was really a blissing... how i wish to take train with him again and hear him talk loudly...

(ndpo7)

took this photo when we went to send shinghwee off to korean, the other one was when i send him off... both taken a airport, but of a different feeling definitely.. the first one was while we were having fun when anton was behind trying to disturb, the other one was goodbye QX...

hope you are doing fine there...
hope you are able to adapt well there...
hope food there was to your liking...
hope training wasnt too tough for you...
hope you will take care of yourself there...
hope you will be back soon k!!!

___________________________________________________________________

this song is for you QING XIANG!

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize

that my life would change forever

saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared

there was something special in the air.

Dreams are my reality

the only real kind of real fantasy

illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams

it seems as if it's meant to be.

Dreams are my reality

a different kind of reality

I dream of loving in the night

and loving seems alright

although it's only fantasy.

If you do exist, honey don't resist

show me a new way of loving

tell me that it's true

show me what to do

I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality

the only kind of reality

maybe my foolishness has past

and maybe now at last

I'll see how a real thing can be.

Dreams are my reality

a wonderous world where I like to be

I dream of holding you all night

and holding you seems right

perhaps that's my reality.

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize

that my life would change forever

tell me that it's true

feelings that are you

I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality

a wonderous world where I like to be

illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams

although it's only fantasy.

Dreams are my reality

I like to dream of you close to me

I dream of loving in the night

and loving you seems right

perhaps that's my reality.

2008-11-23T14:37:00.005+08:00

hello everybody!! it's marybek reporting!!
i'm doing fine!! not DEAD at the moment...
but dun expect my blog to be ALIVE either... haha..

haha... i was finding answer for my homework until sianned so came here to blog lar....
sorrie if you are waiting for me to write bout my life... i only have 3 words..
BUSY!! with school, fotang, family, him...
BORING!! having fixed routines.. school, home, eat, tutorial, sleep...
BLESSED!! with him..

the most recent thing i remember is going blood donation on tues (18/11)
went to HSA at outram...
my first time... i cried lar...
when i saw needles being placed in to someone else's arm...
super scary k!!
cant feel anything when needle was placed in my arms...
everything went quite smoothly lar...
i finish around same time as qi...
then went to have barley and red bean soup...
head home...
blackout when i reaching lakeside...
vomited lar!! gosh!! feeling really really unwell...
keep vomiting until i reach home..
wash up, drink water then rest awhile...
luckily he didnt listen to me sending me home halfway...
or else i dunno what will happen... faint halfway? haha cant imagine..
thank you dearie... sorry for letting you clean up my vomit lar....

2008-10-22T20:43:00.003+08:00

wahseh!!

more than 1 month never had proper update liao...

i got alot alot things to do la...

have to adapt to my new time table...

not really good... starts sch from 10 to 5... gosh!!

dearie mama was hospitalise last monday

at first was because she kept vomiting, then check got liver de dunno what problem...

then say gall bladder got stone...

so went to hospital almost everyday after school...

then go home had dinner, POMB, sleep liao...

spent my whole saturday at the hospital lar...

sunday went to religious clas as usual...

not i dun want update hor!! i spent my time at somewhere more important than blogging...

try to update when possible k...

everyone take care!!

all the best for those taking O levels!

CONNECTED!!!

2008-10-06T19:54:00.004+08:00

Went movie with Liru, Annie, and Jackie...
Liru suggested de la... since my sister got a day off from school and i got nothing to do at home, why not go out and spend some time together...

didnt really know what the movie was about...
but since Louis Koo was one of the actor, no harm watching...
even if it was a lousy show it would be that kind of bad ba...
haha...

but!! it was really a good movie!!
story was awsome!! the only bad part was i knew who was that bad guy even before the movie reviews it... haha... maybe because i was too clever.. chey... the acting was good!!
on top of that, Louis Koo is handsome and Barbie Hsu is pretty... haha... visual is the best!!
with alot alot alot of actions and accidents all!! overall i rate it 4 stars!! if you missed it, you are a kuku...

Story: ★★★☆☆
Acting: ★★★★☆
Visuals: ★★★★★
Overall: ★★★★☆

for more info visit
http://www.moviexclusive.com/review/connected/connected.htm

2008-09-30T10:48:00.003+08:00

hihi!! super super never post liao... well i'm busy busy chasing drama series...
completed my date with vampire 1, 2 in a week!!
wahseh... thats why never blog la... heehee..

went cycling to jurong park...
didnt know there's a big play ground..

i love saturdays!!

semester results

2008-09-18T16:10:00.005+08:00

Well well... semester results is out...

nothing to action, they aint good at all...

expecting more A than this...

Module Code - Credit Unit - Grade
---------------------------------
SP0601 - 2 - A
SP0602 - 2 - A
MA1088 - 2 - A
MS7102 - 4 - B+
MA1063 - 5 - B+
MA1064 - 2 - B+
MA1091 - 5 - C
LC0618 - 2 - D+

SEMESTER GPA: 3.146

MOM!! I'VE PUT IN MY BEST!!!

YES I WILL TRY HARDER NEXT SEMESTER!!

HAPPY?!!

dunno what my mummy's thinking...

i told her jackson(jackie's brother la) scored 3.7, i scored 3.1!

her reaction was this " WHAT!! LOUSY!!"

that's it man!! spoilt my mood!!!

at least my sister said not bad la... still can be improved....

totally sounds so different k!!

ARGH!!!!!

well put that aside, dearie came my house for dinner after work....

enjoyed your dinner ba? heehee... cooked dinner for him...

though not specially for him la...

but able to have dinner with me after long day of work leh....

blissed right? to drink soup prepared by me seh....

after dinner we went playground to celebrate lantern festival...

though kinda late... but its like that de la...

十五,十六 got qingzhu....

played with candles, firesparks, swing, rocker chair....

machiam small kids la... heehee...

my day was spoilt by my mum ytd..

my day is spoilt today by this :

"qi will wait for wen, and love wen forever..."

take care everyone!!!

well well

2008-09-15T14:21:00.006+08:00

2 weeks of holiday past...
i'm good and well, slacking at home lor...
GEE!!!
haha... i'm getting fatter and fatter each day...
simply eating sleeping and sitting in front of this laptop!!
heehee...
within 4 days of "chiong-ing" i've completed "fated to love you" cool seh!!
haha..
life's pretty boring from monday to friday!
but my weekend was cool!!

FRIDAY
dearie stayed overnight at my place once again on friday....
he came from work la, then had dinner and we watched TV together...
from like 7 to 11... cool!!
haha...
even without dearie i also will watch tv every friday from 7-11....
but life is definately better with dearie... hor!!
heehee... yar then OrhOrh lor....

SATURDAY
woke up at 8plus.. had breakfast, SpringRoll!!!
then watched cartoon.. my favourite!!
DORAEMON!!!
we machiam kids la!! haha...
then take out laptop and watched the last episode de 命中注定我爱你....
purposely waited for him to finish the series...
heehee.. muack!!
then we went shopping lor...
went to central at clarke quay...
saw the advertisement on TV mobile everyday on my way to school...
like alot of things to shop... but wahlao...
nothing de lor... sianned... haha..
but luckily there were some lantern display along the bridge lor..
and we took some pictures there....
if not waste trip lor...

then we took bus and head to vivo city...
went to action city and more than words to find present for mildred...
and this monkey caught my attention!! heehee...
so decided to get it for mildred and his baby...
well dearie got a similar 1 with that monkey for us!!
heehee!!

then headed to hougang to meet junjie and the kids!!
went shopping with the kids..
so paiseh bring them at NTUC la...
they are kids afterall... heehee...
then went around the marketplace..
bought a cake and JJ bought a kitty for xuan...
heehee...
mildred you really 好骗 la...
tell you the cake for QX farewell you believe...
tell you the kitty is for my sister you believe...
you believe you kuku..
i say, you say, i say..
i say, you say, i say..
haha...
had quite alot of fun eating, playing, talking, laughing...
then headed home...
reached home around 11plus...

SUNDAY
was late for tuition :X
yar then usual lor...
still the same got alot of kids...
super restless lor them...
keep calling me jiejie this jiejie that... wah!!!
then give finish 听写 give spelling..
tell them stories also they only listen awhile and run off liao...
haha...
this week de sharing was by yixian korkor...
didnt know so much about 文殊菩萨 until he shared with us...
LYKL la....

then i went home took a nap until 4.15 and head to tz house...
painted the walls of fotang... heehee...
painting is really fun la.... haha...
didnt take photos la... notime... haha...
then qingshao fotang... clean holy lamps, glass panels, table...
fotang looks like brand new la... heehee...

then went home bring jimmy and jessica go celebrate lantern festival...
take lantern, play firesparks and candle.... haha so fun right...
yar thats all folks....

my weekend

2008-09-08T12:07:00.007+08:00

Saturday
i lied to my dearie...
footdrill accred was cancelled, but i didnt tell him.... still fake fake say i meeting hongyi at 6.30 on saturday at JE... yar i left home super early on that morning... no accred so where did i went?? haha i arrived at his doorstep at 7.30 i waited awhile his brother open the door saw me at the stairs abit shock then i pop infront of dearie before he stepped out of house... even more shock!! haha... dunno what he was thinking probably "why never go redcross? could have stayed at home and get more sleep right, shoopid girl...傻瓜..." i didnt asked him what was in he's head... just wanna spend more time with him... 1 second also good! yar he went to his weekly basketball session with his clicks.. me? i sat at the bench doing LY de PPT and watching him play... heehee... after that went breakfast or should i say lunch together lor... haha... he dig out his whole cupboard cos i wanna look at his childhood photos... he's super super cute la... haha... then took nap... sleep like wooden block... wake up so early confirm tired la... then wake continue doing the PPT.... until 6 finally finish... then got change and headed to redhill to meet peichun for dinner... had mr bean ice-cream while waiting... heehee.. favourite la!! guess what's for dinner?? western set!! woots!! favourite la!! super duper nice!! next time then bring my meimei go eat, promise!! then at night DZB, its 节德 turn to LY... wah the kids are really really hard to handle... lesson halfway the boys ran to toilet to hide, gosh! and the rain came so suddenly... had to move ton indoor... but overall was not too bad... manage to bring across the message to the kids... i hoped they really learnt.. walked home without umbrella... haha no mood... someone bullied me... you know who you are la... heehee... but now okie liao....

sunday
yar usual went tuition class... ytd got lots of kids sia.. 6 primary2 kids... wah!! making the environment not so suitable for studying... probably should lock them in the room next week and not disturb other korkor jiejie... sharing by zhenghao was pretty interesting and interacting... thats the why ZH, good improvments, keep it up!! i guess the BYs benefited alot from ytd's session... LYKL!! then lunch, and home sweet home... i got home quickly bathe.. cannot tarhan weather so super hot!! then head to meet dearie liao... went bugis to take neoprint.. super long never take neoprint la... dun even know which 1 to choose from the so many machines... dun understand japanese, then anyhow anyhow press the buttons... haha.... then went bugis street walk walk... saw the bag i wanted didnt buy it cos no money haha will bring my mummy next time and ask her to get 1 for me... heehee mummy's the best la.... geee... then bought dinner and headed home...

cute dearie!! heehee

money not enough 2

2008-09-06T00:01:00.003+08:00

wednesday went movie with dearie la... dunno to laugh or cry... but movie was nice!!
i went rebonding.. now my hair looks weird! ah!!

haiz :(

2008-09-04T14:25:00.005+08:00

well kinda moody now.. chat with junwei just now...
i agree with what he said... not because he say and i agree..
i mean i have eyes to see... i can feel and sense it myself...
shared quite alot with him... thanks for giving your opinion...
you're not just a friend.. but a great buddy dude!!
yar i'm being too protected... yes i know...
but somehow or rather all those doings are for my own good...
i hope..
i wish all this nonsense will go away...

SUPER LONG POST

2008-09-01T12:11:00.005+08:00

Friday night

met junwei at hq around 5... started doing the lanyard for FAAS... so busy with all the stuffs work until 6.55 then went for dinner... 7.10 we rushed back to HQ for helper's briefing... then yar continue with lanyards lor...

until 9.30 still got some logistics not done.. but who cares? i went supper with dearie... planned to walk from dhoby to bugis but along the way qiqi saw his uncle and he drove us there... muhaha... 人见人爱，车见车载。haha.. the desert was really nice!! yummy! he then sent me back to hq around 12.. and went home..

watched red cliff at in meeting room 2.... until like 3plus ba... junwei plus 2 generals went mustarfa shopping... wah that mall is really huge and with lots lots cheap stuffs... their nike shoes was thrown on the floor machiam it's cheap shoes lor... eye opener... lol!!

then head back to HQ already like 4.30 lor.. then do logistic check list and pack logistics room it was like 5 liao.. cant blame for slow action cos we're really tired.. heehee... still got half and hour to sleep.. me and junwei decided not to sleep... he played game and i watch doraemon... haha...

then 5.30 brush teeth, changed, tie hair.. and ready for war!!

Saturday! war time!

having 4 butts on 3 seats was terrible... this describes how squeezy and how much logistics we have in the van!! first stop was bishan! fulin alight.. goodbye.. all the best..

second stop woodlands! mary that's me alighted... i felt butterflies in my stomach... and i feel like sh*tting... arrive there at 6.30.. waited until 7.30 then start setting booth... then helpers, cadets, links started to come in.... very very messy ah!!! 8.25 started briefing them...

round 1. 8.30 ready, set, go!! heehee.... i walked around that area see what they were doing... wah links giving out the information brochures like those auntie uncle giving flyers lor.... within 1 hour all brochures given out... so called all the ppl back for break time la.... break from 9.45 to 10... decided to sent links home cos cadets are easier to handle... bye bye links..

round 2. 10.15 to 11... cadets will carry the board and brief the passerbys... explain the importance of first aid... then give the passerby brochure only if they listened to them... save brochures... 11.00-11.15 break..

round 3. 11.15-11.40 cadets will try to give all their brochures out... haha... those that cant finish too bad... take home and give their neighbours... then pack stall.... 12 bye bye woodlands!!

okie then spent 2 hours around singapore to collect the logistics back to HQ... super super tired lor... slept all the way... back to HQ at 2... uncle abdul drive super slowly lor!!! argh!

saturday! after event!

as decribed i didnt have time to eat breakfast nor lunch... met dearie at 2.30... he bought some kuehs for me to eat!! thank you dearie!! and he helped me bring my stuffs home.. went market to buy cake and food to cook for dinner... reached home around 4, bathe and "pom" went to sleep... haha.. woke up around 6.30 for dinner... happy birthday jimmy! i eat until really really baobao lor... western meal by annie... yummy! and still got jimmy de cake!! woots!! after that went to bed again... haha...

sunday! morning!
woke up at 8.30 but offically left bed at 8.50... then went bathe.. dearie called me while i was brushing my teeth... he thought i haven woke up... haha... then headed to BXB.. ytd's session was a relax one.. 读经 then sang song for 1 hour.... enjoyed singing.. had lots of fun!! especially with ZH and YX they're really jokers lor.... haha... 烧香 then headed to tian hui!!

sunday! afternoon!
reached around 12.15 can jia then had lunch, lunch was great!! fried noodle with curry!!! woots!! then visted the booths and stations.. officially start giving our towels to dao qin around 1.30... haha... stood there until 5... in the middle got breaks la... i went to participate the 猜灯谜.. correct answer!! won a lantern... thanks to rongda... haha... visited the book stall and bought 5 books.... 1 for meimei, 2 for tang zhu, 2 for myself!! heehee...

sunday! evening!
around 5plus, i was slacking eating some dian xin and new task, haha... serve dinner... really fun lah.. our "stall" got good feng shui.. cos it was the most popular stall among all... we got tangzhu "拉客" and got 5 beauties with good services... of course got good responds la... haha... then around 6 ppl were called to go up to mu dian to pray.... we packed and when we were up there i thing finish praying liao.... ppl all procceed to 2nd floor to watch performance... so i left tian hui heading to 恩信..

sunday! night!
went qingzhu and tangqing at his house.. felt weird but warmth when i was there.. weird cos i dunno any single of the dao qing.. warmth cos they didnt treat me like stranger, smile and greeted each other like a family... heehee... 1 thing i like when i'm in fotang!! the warmth... okie then pray pray and i left liao... dearie sent me home... reach home around 10.30.. and dearie headed home... thank you dearie for making the trouble to sent me home cos he can jolly well stay at home de... thank you for helping me take my super heavy bag... and walking super slowly with me... thanks! muack!!

STANDING FOR 2 DAYS IS NOT EASY!!
MY LEGS NEEDS TO REST LA!!

seriously my name speaks about myself !!

2008-08-29T11:23:00.004+08:00

What Mary Bek Bee Choo Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

sianned

2008-08-28T12:51:00.003+08:00

well i'm at HQ slacking.. waiting for uncle abdul...
i've been sending logistics for the past 2 days... sianned... holiday also cant enjoy...
anyway, abdul told us to come at 12 ytd, then we reach le he say 1.30 then set off... lor!!
sianned... nothing to do..
just had sandwich, thats my lunch...
and i ate the whole packet of ritter sport biscuit de by myself!! cool!!

heehee... chocolate are nice aren't they dearie!!

waiting waiting for uncle abdul.. sianned!!
worst thing is friendster is under maintainance...
well sian sian sian!! thats all folks!!
i miss him!

happy 2 months!

2008-08-27T20:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was our 2 months... heehee...

time flies super fast when i'm with dearie!!

he waited for me outside HQ.. i told him to come around 9.10...

but when he reached meeting haven end...

i went outside to tell him meeting dunno what time will end..

told him that he will have to wait longer...

then went back meeting room...

he sms-ed me this "still got how long? can fast fast!"

i knew something wasnt right.. went outside and look for him again...

and i was right.. his face was black, and i ask him what happened?

he just reply "nothing nothing.."

sort of throwing his little temper at me...

i mean its okie, cos i've let him waited for 20mins...

then he ask me what time will meeting end... my reply was i dunno...

his face turned darker and say "faster can if not how can i send you home"

my reaction was "dun send dun send la"

then i realise we are gettting hot tempered...

so i went back the room faster pack my bag and got permission from ms lee to leave early...

and byebye to all...

on the way home i realise he got something hidding from me in his right hands...

then at traffic light he brought his hands out of his pocket...

and i saw this watch that i've seen that day when we went shopping...

*suRpriSed*

he bought that orange watch for me!! heehee!!

there's meaning behind the watch k..

dearie will be with me 24hours and 7days a week and 365days a year!!

no day leave, no day off!! heehee...

muack!! love dearie!! thank you dearie!!

http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

2008-08-27T20:36:00.003+08:00

marybek 14/12/1989

You are Brown Koala, who is quiet and modest.
You are graceful and have atmosphere of being rather old fashioned.
You don't like conflicts and are a peaceful person.
People will not hate you.
But you don't get loved passionately by the others either.
You tend to have the same kind of relationships with each one of them, and no one becoming special.
You don't get too close to anyone.
You have great sensitivity, and those who get to know you may find you rather too nervous.
You are cautious to people around you, and worry too much about your family and yourself.
You are realistic person, and you prefer rationalism to emotional things.
Nevertheless, you possess great sensitivity and have sense of beauty.
You are very romantic type of person.
You also possess natural aptitude to spirituality.
Your selfish comment may make you isolated from people around you.
If you can control your weakness, you may be able to show your talent that matches the need of the society.
If you try to be a perfectionist, you will break the inner balance and may shut yourself in your own dreamy world.
You should see things objectively and widen your vision.
This will lead to successful life.
Once married, you will be a devoted wife, and a mother obsessed with children's education.

message from dearie!

2008-08-26T20:25:00.004+08:00

* Darling,

This is for you. Love you for the rest of my life:]

baobei:]

our love will never change!

2008-08-25T22:06:00.001+08:00

thanks to 190... heehee..

he intro me this new webby...

Pictures pictures more pictures!

2008-08-22T11:11:00.005+08:00

i love bettina, for she's my babe..

and she intro me this programme to edit pictures.. heehee...

this are the outcomes!! chio right!! muhaha..

drew this just now!!

i love botak! haha..

here's he's respond!!

hee! muack!

attention

2008-08-20T12:45:00.004+08:00

Hi all -NDP 08 Cadets-!!
A good news for all of you!
There are tickets for Singapore Fireworks on this coming friday,22nd Aug!

Those who are interested, can come down to RC HQ to collect your ticket from Angela.

You can only collect for yourself. One ticket per person.

Closing date for collection is this coming THURSDAY,21th Aug,by 1700 hrs!

Ticket are given on the First Come First Serve Basis!

SPREAD THIS MESSAGE AROUND TO ALL!!
SEE YOU THERE (:

7 things miley cyrus

2008-08-20T12:39:00.011+08:00

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here

**

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like
The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
Oohhhh oooooooooohhh...

random

2008-08-18T23:05:00.004+08:00

TICKETS TO FIREWORK FESTIVAL!
1 EACH! BUT HONGYI GAVE ME HE'S!
meaning i can go watch fireworks with dearie!!
thanks 190!!

instructors working hard!!

it's m&m - mildred + mildred
see how much fun we had!!
it's 2 years of NDP! 2 good years of friendship yeah!
FRIENDS FOREVER!

P & C dinner..

2008-08-18T21:58:00.004+08:00

mary having the whole marina bay seats to myself!! heehee..
Parade Commander!
Parade Sergent Major!
RedCross Reserve Contigent Commander!
thats my dinner.. heehee..

hongyi smile (: finally.. he's back to himself..
WELCOME BACK 190!!
at least i didnt waste my effort for accompaning today..

not forgetting my dearie!! muack!

photo's time!

2008-08-17T22:01:00.005+08:00

DEARIE AND DARLING WENT SINGAPORE FLYERS!!

OUR FIRST TIME! NICE EXPERIENCE!
FUN LEH!

Radian Orb!

i guess this was how we started..

hello! it's us again.. smile leh!!

bye shinghwee ma'am

2008-08-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

But i guess she's back in singapore liao..

sorry to blog this so super slowly.. hee..

NDP'07

NDP'08

Qing Xiang Sir (:

i gave dearie a suprise :P

went to his house at 11.15pm to give him this!

heehee..

gifts from ndp'08

2008-08-15T10:12:00.010+08:00

all those above are from cadets!!
thank you very much!

all those above are from beloved instructors!
1. weiren thought i was his angel, so he gave me this..
2. nicky sir bought for mary and mildred, the M&M (:
3. from my angel wilson sir.. not the worst angel la.. hee..
4. my mortal weilin.. i'm your REAL angel la..
5. 190 thought i was his angel, so he gave me the photoframe... nice!
THANK YOU ALL!!

but my favourite of all... this "ring"
i put it on for my boy, on his thumb... heehee..

perfect match!

2008-08-13T12:22:00.003+08:00

meizhu <3 jieqi ~ jieqi <3 meizhu

2008-08-07T12:29:00.003+08:00

FROM BAOBEI~

past 3 weeks

2008-08-07T12:28:00.001+08:00

damn long didnt blog lor..
okie..
i admit that i dun have good time management...

monday school ends at 5, go home eat dinner, bathe, hop online chat with baobei until 11plus.. then go to bed..

tuesday school ends at 5, go home eat dinner, bathe, hop online chat with baobei until 11plus.. then go to bed..

wednesday school ends at 12, meet dearie for lunch at 12.30 to 01.30.. then go home.. reach home at 3 plus.. take a nap, prepare dinner, eat dinner, bathe, usually hop online chat with baobei until 11plus.. then go to bed.. if not will meet dearie somewhere then go home super late..

thursday school ends at 6, super shag after the whole day of practical... then go meeting at HQ which ends at 9 plus, reach home like 10.30 liao... then sleep lor..

friday school ends at 12, go home take lunch, sleep for short while, then go back jwss for training.. ends at 6.30.. go home super shag liao.. eat, bathe, then watch tv, prepare uniform, go sleep liao...

saturday full day got ndp training..

sunday morning go bxb until 1plus 2, go home take nap then head aunt fotang pray...had dinner there.. go home then sleep lor...

this is basically how i'm living for the past 3 weeks?!
haha... like robot...
spending minimum time with baobei, with families, with laomu...
haiyo...
okie but last week of this stupid routine liao..

no more lessons le.. its revision week..
no more NDP, i got saturdays off...
then exams.. then holidays!!

i hope next semester will turn out better..
i rather have lesser breaks in between and go home earlier..
whats the point of giving me 3hr breaks when i can go home at 2?
sianned!!

i love baobei!
i love bettina!
i love mildred!
i love my family!

me & him!

2008-08-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

Aries and Sagittarius have a lot in common, given the fact that they are both fire signs. Both of them love physical activity, and share a love for the outdoors. This could explain the initial intense attraction. The good thing is that this attraction may indeed last for a very long time, and it could ultimately be a match made in heaven. Although, initially, the Aries amy start to doubt the Sagittarian's ability to saty committed, they are usually convinced as time flies.

One thing that needs special mention is that the Sagittarian occasionally flirts, which again she considers perfectly harmless. This irritates the Aries who feels extremely jealous of the whole situatuon. On the whole, life will be constantly stimulating between the two of them.

At work, the two can be best friends and can function very well within a team.

love him!!

2008-08-01T09:50:00.002+08:00

Message from Joan ma'am!!

2008-07-30T09:22:00.004+08:00

awww... so sweet right!! THANK YOU MA'AM!!
you too.. take care!!

more than words! i love him!

2008-07-29T12:38:00.001+08:00

范瑋琪 ~> 一比一

2008-07-28T22:39:00.004+08:00

范瑋琪 - 一比一

两颗心同步爱你和我分不开

什么都还没说但我想的你都说中了

当你感到寂寞你第一个想到我

有太多快乐慢动作重播每天默契更多

我爱你难得你也选择我同样爱那么多

我愛你一天一天更確定一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛喔像羅馬

一天一天建立一點一滴一比一愛

不經意就像呼吸想你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一步一步在累積同步愛

LA~~ 兩顆心同步愛 LA喔~~ 你和我分不開

謝謝你懂得我可能比我瞭解的更多

若親愛的你感到難過喔答應陪你到最後

有太多快樂慢動作重播每天默契更多

我愛你難得你也選擇我同樣愛那麼多

我愛你一天一天更確定一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛喔像羅馬

一天一天建立一點一滴一比一愛

不經意就像呼吸想你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一步一步在累積

我愛你一天一天更確定一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛喔像羅馬

一天一天建立一點一滴一比一愛

不經意就像呼吸愛你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一點一滴清晰甜蜜一點一滴慢慢滿溢

愛是跟你一步一步累積同步愛

LA~~ 兩顆心同步愛 LA~~ 你和我分不開

busy busy

2008-07-21T20:53:00.001+08:00

should gay marriage allowed in singapore?
gosh! what a topic to do for CRS!?
tml got to present this to the class...
die liao.. siao lor.. cross my finger and hope everything goes well!!
jiayou!!

well i'm pretty busy this few weeks!
got to attend school.. got to go down for unit trainings..
got NDP trainings.. got TF&FAAS meetings..
got bxb.. got dating with :]
got studies to manage... alot alot of stuffs..
but i'll promise to blog k...

Sunday arrived and past!!
haha.. why am i so excited about sunday?
well i met :] at 6.55 and went up to mount faber..
for what?? haha.. we went to catch the sunrise..
hmmm.. the sun didn't wait for me..
the main focus was not the sun la..
it was him :]

then went to :] house for breakfast...
explore around his house...
though it was not my first time there..
but i explore alot ytd.. haha..
pretty cool place la.. haha..
then went djjtr with :]
loves him!
:] bought the same phone as =)
heeheex... she loves botak!!

NDP - NE3
mildred marched as contingent commander!!
i'm proud of her!
when's my turn? haha.. 2 yrs later la.. :P
did alot of cheers.. haha..
took alot photos... had alot of fun...
i got 2 preview tickets!
gave to :] hey i wanna the goodie bag k!!

next Sunday!
we'll be walking on the 9KM southern ridges bridge!!
stay tune!

i miss him!!

2008-07-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

:] is sick!! take care k!!
muack!
i hope sunday will arrive faster!!
right dearie?

(*power rangers*) haha~!

love hurts! but sometimes it's a good hurt!

2008-07-14T21:02:00.004+08:00

haiz! i not feeling well..
it's not those kind of normal sick..
not fever, not cold, not cough...
it's love sick :(

i'm quite a bad girl this 2 days..
i didnt pick up :] de phone calls a few times..
(its on purpose)
i didnt reply :] de sms a few times..
(its on purpose)
i also dunno why...
didnt have the mood to pick up :] call..
neither do i have the mood to reply :]

i was quite moody this 2 days..
thinking how we came together...
he's 20 plus, i'm 18 plus plus..
are we ready to start this relationship??
how should i put it leh?
are we serious in this relationship?
or just occupying time?

for me..
i'm not looking for a boyfriend...
i'm treating :] as a life partner...
i take every word of his seriously..
give every answer after very many thoughts..
i'm i getting to this relationship too early?
can i maintain this for long?
i lost confident in this relationship...

:] close to 98% my ideal husband...
dun need me to say :] knows what i'm thinking..
:] knows what veggie i eat even i didnt tell him..
where the hell can i get someone to replace him??
why am i still complaining?
just cos :] spents time in some real important stuff rather then with me?
i'm abit angry.. but :] doing the right thing.. right choice..
so why am i mad at him?
:] done alot trying to squeeze his time out for me..
even his sleeping time to chat with me..
why am i not satisfied? i also dunno...

am i too dependent on him?
am i relying on his too much?
will i die if he go for NS?
i think i will..
2hrs with his sms and i'm emo..
cant imagine 2 yrs without him...
haiz!

love hurts!
but sometimes its a good hurt!

2008-07-11T14:37:00.002+08:00

breathless

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

2008-07-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

chatting with :] on skype..
then bettina and mildred came and talk to me on msn..
you babes did it on purpose de right..
haha...

i've got secret with maosiie!!!
SHHHHHH!!!!!
everything is so fun!!

my love :
maosiie&bettina = 40%
family & school= 23%
:] = 21%
alvin&Qx&190&ker=15%
others = 1%

2008-07-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so

i'm throwing my temper now!!
hate that i love you so!!
how can you make me miss you so much!??
i dun understand!! sorry cant help!!

2008-07-07T20:36:00.005+08:00

i know i got random at times.. but after my random post....
2 hot babes came to suntec especially to see me!!
haha... they know i really misses them!!
i chat with bettina and mildred!!
haha... took photos with them!!
misses them really alot la...
aren't they wonderful?? just because i miss them and they came down and see me!!
blissed right!! nothing to say but i love them!!

however on the other hand :] didn't meet me on that day!!
:] was busy with his report!! which makes me sad to a certain extent..
after ndp i rushed home without waiting for the rest..
ended up giving :] a surprise...
told :] i'll be going to find him...
i didn't know was it a good or bad surprise...
cos his was rushing for report and i sort of disturbed him...
anyway we still met up...
(*my babes came down especially to see me... and i went all the way to find you.. touched right.. *)
though we could see each other for less than an hour...
i appreciated the time :] squeeze out from finishing his report..
and :] slept pretty late that night... sorrie...
really sorrie cant help..
cos i really missed him too much..

sunday is not just sunday you know..
its superb sunday!! haha!!
it would be superb if i was staying at home rotting...
i spent my superb sunday evening with :]
well i thought i will be early for this time..
:] call me when he just left home... and i was reaching liao..
when i alight, :] was already sitting there waiting la...
aiya... you win again.. sianned...
we went for dinner... had carrot cake..
then went exercise... "climb" mount faber..
:] sweat like hell... me? no sweat, chicken feet, haha, all the way...
hahahahahahahahaha...
then we head to the new bridge.. henderson bridge..
completed only 1/5 of it..
next time we'll complete the whole journey k... together...

:] must be still doing his report...
jiayou la!!

i misses B camp planning!! and everyone..

2008-07-04T14:09:00.000+08:00

*-bettina & mildred-*

the best hot chicks on earth k!!
they are not only my friend but best friend!
they are not only pretty but super hot!
haha!

didn't catch up with them for long long time!!
i know you girls misses me alot!!
especially bettina la!! miss her so much!!
mildred too!! haha!!

i love them!

i love bettina!!

i love mildred!!

:] dun get jealous!!

even if you are jealous, i'll still love them as much!!

haha!

2008-07-04T13:32:00.004+08:00

back from cruise!!

after i came back to mainland.. the first person i meet was :]
met him for lunch... lucky :] was at chinatown..
which is near harbourfront.. thats why we can meet..
but who knows.. even if :] was at toa payoh i also will meet him...
miss :] damn much!
though we only spent 1 hr togther!
but i appreciated it!! thanks :]

didnt have auto roaming!! how did i survived??
stare blankly at my wallpaper lor.. then emo..
that was how he survived thru the 5 days also...

i got sea motion sickness.. felt like my home was shaking..
my room was shaking.. even the toilet was shaking!!
hey i'm out of cruise le!! hope will get back to normal soon!
haha..

i'm going for RC training le..
next time then post the details on what happened on MEL camp..
basically i was eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping, shopping, enjoying!!
grown fat!!
stay tune!!

2008-06-29T07:01:00.002+08:00

i going oversea in 3 hours time!!
to penang and some part of thailand..

i'm going to buy lots lots of stuffs back.. haha..
mildred and bettina theres sure one each for you!!

i cant see :]
i cant sms :]
i cant hear :]
i will miss :]

back on thursday afternoon!

2008-06-27T10:42:00.000+08:00

:] this song is for you :]

说不上为什么 :]
我变得很主动 :]
若爱上一个人 :]
什么都会值得去做 :]

我想大声宣布 :]
对你依依不舍 :]
连隔壁邻居都 :]
猜到我现在的感受 :]

河边的风 :]
在吹着头发飘动 :]
牵着你的手 :]
一阵莫名感动 :]

我想带你 :]
回我的外婆家 :]
一起看着日落 :]
一直到我们都睡着 :]

我想就这样牵着 :]
你的手不放开 :]
爱能不能够永远 :]
单纯没有悲哀 :]

我想带你骑单车 :]
我想和你看棒球 :]
想这样没担忧 :]
唱着歌一直走 :]

我想就这样牵着 :]
你的手不放开 :]
爱可不可以简简单单 :]
没有伤害 :]
你靠着我的肩膀 :]
你在我胸口睡著 :]
像这样的生活 :]
我爱你你爱我 :]

想简简单单爱 :]

2008-06-27T10:35:00.001+08:00

prata was nice...
actually its not about the prata right..
it's about the time and moment spent togther..

:] suggested to go chinese garden for a walk..
okie lor... haha..
went there watch stars..
sad to say there was none at first...
then he saw 2...
so i tried very hard to see.. i caught total of 5 leh...
Bleahx :p I WON!!

haha!!!

2008-06-26T11:54:00.003+08:00

:] got double eyelids!
:] eyes can talk!!

wah... so long never update liao..
yeah! term test was over!! no more papers!!
haha...
1. basic thermo was shit!!
2. engineering drawing was no kick!!
3. basic maths was pretty well done!!
A, A, B will be good!!!

i've been distracted la!!
come online then will start video conference with :]
thats why no much details for posting sorry ppl..

okie.. yesterday had dinner with :]
:] had "hokkien noodle" i had none.. haha.. not hungry..
then we had bubble tea!!!
WEIRD almond milktea...
:] order de lor.. not my fault..
how weird? dunno leh.. i dun think it's weird.. but :] thinks so.. haha
the milktea is really milk + tea... i saw that auntie mixing it..
its those traditional chinese tea plus some milk powder... haha...
it taste the same what..
same as the one i drank from that shop months ago...
of course la.. the last time was also almond milk tea!!
haha... coincidence...

sent :] off at BBDC for 2A driving lesson...
i went home alone :(
then its dinner... being forced to eat by mummy...
super full la... ate 3 mouth then full liao...

studied maths for awhile..
i really mean awhile which is like 30mins! haha!!
then wait for :] call lor... chat awhile then hang le.. too noisy la..
and i went to bed..
got woke up by his call again.. cos he got to a quieter place..
dunno what was the content we chatted cos i was half asleep.. haha..
hope i didn't agree with any terms or contract during the chat... haha..
blah blah blah!!

we're going for prata session tonight!! haha!!

2008-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Boy don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

2008-06-24T00:05:00.002+08:00

back to school.. term test! die liao lor.. i only start revising at 8.30 this morning..
dun think i can even pass.. god bless..

if everything that took place tonight was a dream.. i will rather not wake up..
cos this dream is really too sweet.. :]

i'm going to bed le.. cos :] refuses to go to bed until i do..
already :] eyes cant open liao.. still want act strong.. aiyo..

nights! :]

2008-06-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

All my life, I pray for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me

mardhiyah intro this song to me.. thanks..

2008-06-22T21:19:00.001+08:00

back from camp!! haha..
camp was really fun!! i'm sure the cadets enjoyed themselves too..

day 1 (thursday)
-heritage trail-
my first heritage trail that was by bus not walking from station to station.. haha...
other than that.. i learnt alot too..
-disc profiling-
really cool..
i'm influencing on the outside..
but i'm high dominant within in..
meaning that i am enthusiastic, trusting, optimistic, persuasive, talkative, emotional.. also i'm direct, decisive had high ego strength..
i'm a problem solver, risk taker, self-starter, i have great sense of humor leh..
but i have a weakness, argumentative attitude :(
-sleep-
had a great chat before i sleep.. haha..
that's why got sweet dreams.. :]
slept around 12.30

day2 (friday)
-team bonding activity-
wah.. really fun lor..
the cadets went to milo pool.. the one shown in showdown.. yucks..
luckily they did'nt force me into the pool..
haha..
-outdoor cooking-
guess how we cook?
we got to dig the ground place the dry leaves and twigs all...
cook rice in bamboo.. never heard before.. my first time la..
-kayaking-
this one is really cool.... my first time again..
i'm non swimmer and went kayak.. can you believe it? haha..
my body all aching not cos of kayak you know..
its cos i carried at least 10 boats la.. siao lor..
-telematch-
the game played is really cool..
turn 10 round then go to hulahoop take shoes of the one behind you..
then turn 5 round.. run back.. see like easy you know..
when i try.. i was so giddy that i had a bad fall..
a fall with my head landing first.. "POM!" siao lor..
until now still a little pain..
-candle fight-
this one real fun!! especially when mr wong was there lor...
you need to burn the other's group's raffia string..
guess what mr wong did? he used torch light to distract ppl's attention..
then use the candle and burn the string.. wah.. win already lor..
-debrief-
well the instructor and officers slept at 2am.. having meeting..
also my first time.. :X

day3 (saturday)
-book out-
leave campsite at around 07.45..
took me 30mins to reach the bus stop outside.. win liao lor..
-ndp-
i was obviously late.. and half dead..
on top of that i had bad hair day!!
did the normal activity..
then my mood went to normal after i board the bus la..
very pack and heavy day.. especially i didn't have enough rest..
i was the "contingent commander" this week.. haha..
took lots of photos.. really fun!!

day4 (sunday)
-tian hui-
today got du jing.. it's like a small family day for me!!
a meetup with all my friends..
i saw :] today.. never talk much.. only 3 words..
等一下..
never got the chance to look at :] carefully..
next time, next time..
i'm really really going to stare hard!!
just viewed :] de friendster accound..
my mummy viewed it with me.. haha..

alot of things i wanna tell :]

2008-06-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

bek is going off for camp..
back on sunday!!
anything sms me or call me okie!!
i will miss everyone especially :]

still waiting for :] to online..
alot of "deng" popup from msn..
but none was :]
i'll be very patient.. wait until 11pm..
reporting 07.15 at JWSS!!

i miss :]

2008-06-18T11:49:00.003+08:00

check out the pimple on my face!!!
its huge and painful!!!
I DUN WANT ANOTHER PIMPLE OUTBREAK!!!

well i just back from B camp, haven rested enough..
and tml i will be booking in for another camp..
(Jurong West Secondary School Red Cross Youth Annual Camp)
it will last from 19 to 22 la... but i will be booking out on 21 morning..
haha.. attending NDP and at night going QingKouBan..
the following day got DJJTR...
my holiday is "ding-ting" gone!! haven even start revising...
not at all.. die liao.. :X

after term test... i will be going for another camp...
am i really crazy? haha... it will last from 29jun to 3jul..
peeps dun miss me too much k...
this one is leadership camp la.. held on board ship... star cruise leh... muhaha...
i'm going to enjoy myself to the fullest!!!

tml is my daddy de birthday.. sad that cant celebrate with him...
happy birthday daddy!!
old liao leh... 44years old!! haha..
身体健康 okie!!

i miss :]

2008-06-17T15:58:00.002+08:00

i was praying to catch :] online.. but i didn't..
1 question which was in my mind for 2 days after i came back from camp...
does :] has double eyelid?? should i sms :] and ask..?
nar, that's too direct.. i'm gonna stare at :] the next time i see you..
make sure i remember everypart of your face and never will i forget..
haha.. even the smallest pore..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNWEI!!

i changed my blogskin..
"think twice before you eat"
why?? haha.. cos marybek here has grown fat.. haha..
weighing 52+kg.. sia la..
this blog serves as a gentle reminder to her...
THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU EAT!!

i bought an orange diary.. and start writing lots of stuffs... pen down everytime i think of :]

maRybek

Random!

Awesome!

for marybek

HAPPY!!

suddenly feel like taking part in Red Cross events..

): i'm not a SUPERWOMAN!!

(:

my name is happy..

Busy! Busier!! Busiest!!

why class 22!? not 23!?

Xie Xie Ni

SOMETHING TO PONDER!!!!

给“自己”的话

i needed an answer too!

Happy?

没有人比我更认真！

EXCITED! or not??

BLOG CLOSED

jackie's birthday celebration...

黄靖伦 每日一句

I HAVE NO COMMENT!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISMAS!!

CONNECTED!!!

semester results

well well

my weekend

money not enough 2

haiz :(

SUPER LONG POST

seriously my name speaks about myself !!

sianned

happy 2 months!

http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/

message from dearie!

our love will never change!

Pictures pictures more pictures!

attention

7 things miley cyrus

random

P & C dinner..

photo's time!

bye shinghwee ma'am

gifts from ndp'08

perfect match!

past 3 weeks

me & him!

love him!!

Message from Joan ma'am!!

more than words! i love him!

范瑋琪 ~> 一比一

busy busy

i miss him!!

love hurts! but sometimes it's a good hurt!

黄靖伦每日一句