i feel like pulling out of NDP'08

cos of some stupid lame reason

bettina and lixuan knows

i'll see how after the meeting on wednesday.. if things remains the same i shall quit..

goodbye to NDP'08!! i cant make that difference..

i'm in no mood..

that boy who i made fun had lotsa fun with have fallen sick.. his not feeling well... i didn't ask much cos i just wanna him to rest.. i guess cos he hasn't had enough rest.. if like that i wouldn't have got him to help me with logistics and asked him along for movie le.. ):

hey must take care of yourself okie.. anyone who visit my blog.. just pray for him that he'll get well soon k..

now i'm not feeling well le.. feeling my heart sinking.. feeling like vomitting but nothing came out.. you get well and i'll be fine (:

okie well good night!!

WEST DISTRICT CAMP 2008 (:

wah.. its time for me to write my camp report.. hehe..

-=DAY1=-
Well i left home late la, then took a cab down which cost me $8!! then put my bags down only, start work liao.. going around the block to paste classroom labels.. i rmb last yr i helped junwei, this yr i'm doing it alone.. while i'm doing this other instructors wont free hanging around k.. they helped the poor logistics IC to bring down all the logistics from the RC room to logistics room.. all the way from the 4th storey to ground.. well i forgotten to say " THANK YOU my fellow instructors.." then got some breifings and yar time for cadets to report.. i helped out in collecting money.. haha.. at least i contribute.. then they went for their area cleaning.. i went to see see since i got nth to do... next up was games.. okie la.. can say much, cos i wasn't there.. then lunch.. after that was lesson.. GOSH.. no logistics was prepared for OA.. cos its either they wont requested (from what i know) or i dunno.. ropes wont cut too.. then shinghwee cut ropes, i went to photocopy notes la.. super super nonsense.. after i finished photocoping.. i was like wah.. super free.. walking around to kpo.. next up was evening run.. super super tough la.. QX lead the run.. his damn fit la.. do pumping, crunches all like no kick.. envy le junwei.. haha.. you will be like him in 2yrs time.. then had dinner.. platoon time (bathing time for me and bettina) haha.. yar then got lessons again.. me? sat at the back of FD classroom chatting with junwei.. then was washup time for the smelly cadets.. me?? haha i sat in the canteen with bettina chatting for 1hr.. haha.. never did that before, not even in NDP.. she is really a great jiejie to me.. you rocks!! then got debreif with supper.. then lights off.. i slept for 30mins?? then at 0130 bettina woke me up for firedrill.. know what? keane scolded them and............ me and junwei nearly went CRAZY!!! junwei nearly yell at keane and........... me?? i went scratching me head "wah!! what he trying to do!!" worst still 6 boys were in the bucks sleeping.. all become roasted meat le la... they took like more than 15 mins to report.. okie after some scoldings they went to bed.. but poor instructors had debrief.. me and junwei with mslee went to check if there was any missing sheep.. then got to bed at around 0230..

-=DAY2=-
what a great sleep.. woke up at 6.. washup and Physical Exercise.. wah.. thats what i've been waiting for man.. haha.. this time PT was no kick to me.. haha.. then got breakfast.. next up was lesson la.. i got changed into bettina's uniform.. her skirt was DAMN short la.. gosh.. lucky i got no elephant legs, if not i sure cry!! then ya accred for bronze la.. next was supposed to be lunch.. but poor m&m went out in courtshoes and full uniform just to buy some stupid plastic bags.. GOSH!!! took us 1hr to go out and come back.. some ppl thought we were patrolling searching for mas selamat.. lame!! it was a new experience and one that i will never wanna do again.. walking around in uniform.. while walking back, it started to rain... lucky mas and fulin came to the resue.. haha.. THANK YOU!! guess what poor mary had for lunch?? half an egg, proudly sponsored by loretta.. if wasnt her, i guess i'll be skipping lunch... THANK YOU LORETTA!! for the rest? they ate veggiies for lunch.. poor thing.. ya continue with lesson.. now moving on to silver.. wah i nearly vomit blood la.. dun want to comment much.. overall was still "okay" next up was platoon time cum campfire vetting.. then then was evacuation execise.. cool?? it's not.. totally full of nonsense.. due to some dunno whatever reasons.. esther got shoick and was sent to hospital.. for this event i shall not comment anymore further.. then cadets got wash up, debrief cum supper.. and was chased to sleep... we instructors?? ended up in some clarification meeting.. which i think was neccessary since something happened.. lights off for us was at 2plus, 3?? i bathe and lay flat to sleep..

-=DAY3=-
DT for the day!! usual la.. woke up at 6.. IC was huimin (tell me if i rmb her name wrongly).. then got PT.. i lead the warming up while junwei took over for run.. k la.. it was quite a tough one for the cadets i think.. IC was changed to JingJing (JM your sister la) then was breakfast.. next up was briefing, preparations, checkings and all la.. all the programme runs smoothly.. of course la.. must see who DT what.. chey!! IC did a great job too.. junwei say my choice was not bad.. of course la.. i'm nice pig le junwei!! haha.. yar then was hike to chinese garden.. WHERE IS OUR STRETCHER?? shoopid right.. never prepare it out.. leaving all 7 of them resting at HY.. lameshit.. keane tried improvising it using ponchos.. while playing it started raining.. lameshit la.. we moved from like boon lay to pasir ris.. then got settled down for game.. loretta was busy taking photos.. me?? haha climbing some rope pyramid and busy chatting with mslee and junwei la.. then was lunch.. then cleaning up.. tarta.. DT changed.. baoyu took over.. then walked back to HY from chinese garden.. then 2 hours of nth to do for me.. i went to bathe(as usual) it was campfire preparations and vetting.. after everything was done we setup the campfire.. quite lame to move the structure in and out and in and out.. when we finally decided to have 2 structure.. so lame.. well dinner sucks for me.. so i ask my dear YO mr wong to get mos burger for me.. THANKYOU!!! i didnt have the mood for campfire.. partly cos i'm afraid that something might happen to esther.. but mostly cos i mood swing.. some1 bullied me.. ya.. the 1 who bullied me last yr.. yes you la!! idiot.. luckily i got my mood back.. THANKYOU MILDRED!! campfire was interupted.. i went up to crime scene.. i got Baoyu to go up with me.. haha.. hey ppl, the marking of the dead body was mine.. the foot print was mine too... so i killed myself.. haha.. lame.. then went for campfire again.. we manage to sarbotage KEANE [THE BIG RED MACHINE *BUUSSSH*] haha.. guess what he did?? i say dun bully him leh.. yet he stood right in front... GOSH!!! then he was the head of the thousand legged worm.. with 2 RED light sticks with he himself holding on to it... muhahaha!!! then was CSI.. haha.. mas was killed.. not by me.. by baoyu... everyone thought it was me la... haha.. hey my acting skills not bad de k... CHEY!! ya then debrief, supper.. baoyu,nicepig,junwei sat together for debrief.. haha.. i was sitting in between 2 cute guys with mole on their cheek.. a lucky moment for me.. dun envy okay.. muhahahahaha.. lights off 0200

-=DAY4=-
i planned to wake up only at 7.. guess what.. there was causulty and i woke up at 0530.. and i cant get back to sleep la.. then i took over as safety ic cos keane was no where to be found.. WAHLAO!!! then he appeared, and i got nth to do... so i went walking around with baoyu.. talking, playing with walkie.. scolding the stupid vendors and everything.. yar.. breakfast came and next was mildred's parade lesson.. esther kept chasing me to go rest cos she know i hadn't had enough rest.. but did i listen? no la.. my battery was like empty le.. so baoyu and benjamin helped to make me high.. guess what they did?? they play with walkie and disturb some construction workers... super funny la.. the last message sent to them was my me " ai lo hor liao, pang kang liao" i hope they dun get my message and really went home... i was the reviewing officer together with junwei... whats so funny?? xinxuan reported this "ma'am the ready is ready for inspection ma'am" wahlaowei... laugh like hell lah... so whats my reply.. NO!! he stunt there lah.. then got area cleaning.. me and junwei and esther got so high and crazy that we 3 went shouting PROJECT-NCOS!! NCOS-1VOICE1MINDWHOOAT!!! benjamin was superhero he did most of the job.. cos it was deal between us that he will choing for day 4... kinda of kanna bully but too bad.. sorry ben.. haha.. yar got inspections and prize giving.. blar blar...


We are A--U--T--O-m-a-t-i-c
We are SYS--T--E-m-a-t-i-c
We are automatic, systematic, highly energetic..
OOOHHHH VI!!

We VIs plan WDC
We VIs eat veggie for lunch
We VIs hile chinese garden
We VIs the almighty to be
VIs oh VIs
VIs the almighty to be to be
VIs oh VIs
VIs the almighty to be..



The 2 things i love doing to baoyu in WDC

1.Counting the number of moles on this arms, face, neck, anywhere i can spot.. haha :X
2.Going up, seating to him suddenly..
"i wanna tell you something real serious!!"
~giving him that serious face~
"you really really cute!!"
*pinch* at his cheek..
then i walked away..
*MUHAHA*

hey hey back from camp!! haha...
overall i give this camp ★★★★
ask me why not 5 stars..
cos there is still room for improvments..
but efforts given by everyone is 100% which deserves ★★★★★
:))

Camp is really tiring la.. compared to last yr i slept even lesser.. haha..

3+3+3=9 which means 9 hours of sleep :P
haha.. i went home, bathe and "POMB" sleep like wooden log..
woke up at 6 prepare to meet QX but it was postpone.. then hang around the house left home at 7.. my mum forced me to go see doctor due to the "pimple" on my hands.. i left the clinic without seeing the doctor.. reached yewtee at 8.50.. talk-cock-ing while waited for alvin, mildred, QX.. QX was sick.. take care okie!! get well soon!!

super long never hang out with them already.. really missed it.. had dinner, or rather supper?? haha.. dunno what they ordered la.. i had coconut juice and fries.. haha.. we continue our talks.. had really great time laughing.. talking about camp, RC, everything under the sun.. we laugh so loudly like nobody's business lah.. we had this topic about planning a camp for the elderly.. and we imagine that if we have firedrill yet they still walking slowly.. and we screaming at them " fire and you can still walk" KAO!! cannot tarhan la.. imagine them doing footdrill hentak.. or doing evacuation exercise... GOSH!!! we laugh until nearly out of breath la..

went off at 11.15 ba.. my mum kept smsing me to go home.. spoiler la..

then hongyi,fiona,mildred,me head to cck.. alvin,bet,baoyu,qx head to yewtee..
on our way back.. fiona request hongyi something she missed him doing.. i was like ????? then he suddenly start "shui shui shui shui" and there he go.. singing the song from shui guo bin qi ling.. haha.. super funny la.. all 3 of us enjoyed his singing sia.. regent ppl all weird weird de.. haha..
i realise no1 took pictures of the food they ordered.. probably we were all hungry and ate once the food came.. haha..



here's the pretty and handsomes!!


then ytd was sleeping day. went doctor.. came back and sleep from 11 to 5 haha.. shoick la..


today went to return logistics from Hy to campsite and HQ.. thank you benjamin and baoyu for all the help.. i planned to watch rule#1 with my sister.. then baoyu suggested to watch cartoon.. so i called annie.. she says if he's handsome she's fine with everything la.. so we changed plans to watch horton.. then meet mr wong and headed to pioneer mall to get baoyu's psp fixed.. had lunch and off for movie.. haha... the movie was quite funny, its meaningful.. but i got so shoick when i realised that almost 85% were kids!!! haha.. thanks to baoyu la...





next week when i'm free i shall blog in details about the camp.. so long!!

TODAY IS NOT MY DAY!!!
right mildred?

Human do things with reasons.. but mary thinks without a brain.. or like my counsellor say that i always think too much, assume too much..

well today i got to know the real reasons behind the things "he" did... like i said i assume too much, and my whole week was like S***!! blaming myself what have i done not enough, not well, not perfect.. wah i really think too much...

not that i'm not recognised but he got his reason la..
if you dun tell me how i know? now that i know i feel better..
now i finally can get peace in mind and CHIONG for West District Camp 08!!