[~宽恕心~]

something i've learnt from yaokun and i would like to share with everyone..

what izzit all about?? read the story below...
无意间看到一幅漫画，A拿了一张白纸，用一支笔在中间画了一个黑点，然后问B：「你看到了甚么？」「一个黑点罗！」B一脸不屑地回答说。A再问：「为甚么这么大一片白色你看不到，而只看到这黑色的一小点呢？」B一脸茫然。这里提出的的确是一道发人深思的问题。在生活中，在这个五光十色的社会中，我们往往是把别人的小小缺点一眼就能看到，而更多的优点却视而不见。

dun look at only people's weakness.. try looking at their strengths...

一般人说：「我恨你」，但是你恨对方，对方也许并不知情。因为不知情，他不会有任何损失，也不会有甚么负担，反倒是自己的内心，因为有「恨」而一刻也不得宁静，痛苦不已，因此，我们要了解，「恨」是世界上最愚痴的行为。

快乐不是别人可以给我们的，而是要由我们自己来解脱，自己来超越。想要得到快乐，就不要太「过敏」；太过敏的人，对周遭的一切都太在乎、太在意了，那就像自己拿了好多条绳子绑住自己一样，真是自找麻烦，自讨苦吃。

move along :(

well i changed my blog song again..
this was the song introduced by jf when he know i just brokeup with jt..
he encouraged me to move along, stay strong..
but now jf left me for so long.. i still can move along..
stupid mary still had dreams of him..
though i look like i am strong i can do without him.. i cant..
oh god, i hope listening to this song helps...

1may07 the day you+me=us
1may08
the day westies going to meet for outing..
sorry but i got to say..
i'm making use of you guys to keep myself busy so i wont think of him..
sorry ppl.. i know you all will be more than happy to occupy me..

everyone thought i'm okay.. whenever ppl ask if i was fine i will always reply i'm okie.. smile and pretend.. i thought i was fine already after so long.. but who else besides me know that i'm not okie..? who can i talk to when i'm feeling low? my family members loves me.. my fellow VIs loves me.. my tongxiu loves me.. my classmates loves me... so why am i still sad?? can i put it in this way that hundreds,thousands,millions of lovers cant replace this 1 person?? i also dunno.. i hope i'm really okie after crying out..
move along mary!!

Who doesn't long for someone to hold.
Who knows how to love you without being told.
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own.
If there's a soulmate for everyone.

the best part of a love relationship is when the feelings for each other are ambiguous

:( I LOST ALL MY PHOTOGRAPHS I TOOK ON SPEECH DAY :(

SCHOOL WAS OKIE :)
-i had wonderful classmates in DMR/FT/1B/22 & 21..
my class 22, got 21 peeps which includes 3 girls, 18 guys (6chineses, 12malays)
next class 21, got 19 peeps which includes 3 girls, 16guys (2malays, 14chineses)
we are known as DMR 1B!!! everyone in the class rocks k!!!!
-my class 22 got NONSENSE 4 (aka N4)
they are Melvyn, SongErn, JunYong, YongLin.... really 4 nonsense guys.. the class would be quite bored without their noise!!! so keep it up!!
-nevertheless those malay guys who keep calling me "my name is mary, i'm not a malay" also it was them who sarbo me to be assistant class representive... i'm sure they will be the main reason if my malay is going to improve la...
-ppl in class21 are super fun too.. like kailun (aka khairul) he's really stylish k... with his dyed hair and his cool fancy pants.. not forgetting his gang... haha.. there's this guy name faris... he really looks like chinese... haha.. totally opposite of me (i look like malay) i'm going to use this semester to teach him chinese and i will force him to teach me malay!!!
-then another more quiet group consisting the 3 girls and fanhow... i mean they rarely talk to me... but i know i will get to know them more as time goes by...
i'm very glad to be part of DMR 1B!!!

i love all these modules..
-Critical Reasoning Skills (English la)
-Basic Mathematics (A maths)
-Character Development
i'm fine with these modules..
-Basic Thermo Dynamics (physics)
-IDEAS...
-Engineering Drawing...

Appointed as assistant class representative :/ stupid class representative was simply not doing anything... i dun want to be "PROMOTED" as class representative :X

:'( I LOST ALL MY PHOTOGRAPHS I TOOK ON SPEECH DAY :(

i'm busy for the past 2 weeks.. with redcross camp and speech day rehearsal and school... still training to cope with the changes...

school is okie... at first i think itth sucks.. but after listening to mr teo's lecture... i feel much much better... at least i know i didnt make a wrong choice to get into marine engineering.. and at least i feel assured.. :\

went bugis ytd with nong.. i waited for him for 2hrs.. cin asked if i was angry.. my reply was no.. but actually i was abit mad at him.. but whats the purpose of being angry.. no point... yar... we went bugis street to see bag.. and i bought my this new school bag.... after that he suggest to go marina square so we went.. he brought a necklace... we took half an hour to make up our mind... okie la.. that necklace was not really nice.. but dunno why every necklace he tried all suits him... ARGH!!! haha... he is like "Dao Ming Si" every clothes he tried suits him perfectly... GOSH!!! haha... then we head for dinner... he had "Gan Lao Mian" then we went walk walk at marina square and head off to suntec.. walk into every sports shop we could spot.. and look at jacket, shoes, shirt, everything... after that went mac for desert... SUNDAE!!!! yar then home....

nong owes me 2 ice creaam!!!!!!