nothing much.. my mood was still as bad... my friends comment that my msn nick was emo.. i'm not emo.. but i'm sad...

i had bad bad day on thursday... i saw him in sp, i was at 2nd floor he was at first.. i got excited and called his name and wave at him... what was his reaction?? he gave me a look as if i was some crazy woman he doesnt know... what the fuck.. and that look was in my head til practical... which resulted in me hurting myself.... i burnt my fingers.. i was painful at that very moment.. but after like 10 secs, i dun feel that pain le... not anymore... i also dunno why... perhaps the pain he caused in my heart was really really too much... comparing to the burnt on my fingers, the burns were nothing at all...

i don't die from heart broken, but i wish io die..

from the moment she cut her hair short she is already not her... everything will never be the same again!!

ms wong mentions that i've been slimmer and slimmer everytime she sees me... thats quite true to some extend... i remember last yr april when i took my fitness test i weigh 54kg then got so well looked after, loved by that him and i gain weight until 56kg after NDP... after the broke up i lost weight... damn alot... when i stood on my new weighing machine i bought during new year i was 53... now... i feel so "great" i weigh 50... dun ask me how.. but i just dun feel like eating... no mood for everything not even my favourite chocolate... i guess if all this carry on, i will definately weigh lesser than 48 in a months time... by end of this year... god bless that i wont get any illness related to stomach or gastric...

take care all!!!

Someone asked me why i'm getting more and more emo everyday...
haha i dunno the answer..
if anyone knows the answer perhaps you can tell me??

what is love?!!
L = lake of sorrows

O= ocean of tear

V= valley of death

E= end of life

i hate smiling just to pretend i'm not hurt i hate to giggle just to show that i'm ok

i don't die from a broken heart but i only wished i did

Ina - i wanted you

repeating this song since yesterday ):

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore
'Cuz we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I, I.. I'm so sorry baby
But I, I.. I gotta pack up and leave
But I, I'll always remember how we came close..
to being how I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

爱情测试

如果今生和他无缘相守，就只怪你和他前世只修到了萍水相逢的缘数。不管爱情曾经怎样的火热，你们终究是爱错了时间，有缘无份的两个人。所以不管两人曾经下怎样大的决心要在一起，还是摆脱不了轮回的定数，最终只能将他淡忘在今生。

CHOCOLATE CANT MAKE ME HAPPY!!!
I AM STILL SAD ):
WHAT CAN CHEER ME UP?
WHO CAN CHEER ME UP?