Thursday, December 18, 2008

NEW BLOG SONG FOR HIM

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

眼泪
她为你流过
也为自己掉过
对於你们的爱
她总是抱著坚强的笑容
错过那些时间
谢谢她的守候
是时候
紧紧牵她的手
带她到你的城堡里

最近还好吗
想念的心开不了口
枯想著你有没有好好过
担心著你每天生活
你好吗 最近如何
照顾身体工作加油
我一个人也会勇敢好好过
不让你担心多一秒

想念著
每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
两个人一起散步
是最浪漫的事
你是我的天使
给我力量能够坚持

那些关心问候
翅膀一样的双手
是我最幸福的所有
心里面有你建的角落
脆弱时我能够躲一躲
你爱我 像翅膀一样温柔的手
我要抱著你不要再错过
你的爱 是最蓝那片天空
cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活

幸福
少了你在身边不会完整
人潮中朝你走来那张可爱微笑的脸孔
这份爱
不是悸动
守护一辈子的感动
这段路踏著幸福的每一步一起牵著手

心疼你会睡不好
总是缩在床的一角
我要回来给你依靠
哄你看你笑著睡著
照片里 你的微笑
我们甜蜜得打闹
好希望微风把思念
代替我亲吻你嘴角

想念著
每天每秒我们故事
每天每秒说好的事
约定好去看的风景
爱谱成了诗
你就是我的天使
给我力量能够坚持

阳光灿烂午后
我又在街上走
你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身边到不了
像个路人般看热闹
经过那个属於我们的转角
走过两个人曾经逛的街
那些店 还有熟悉的画面
oh baby girl I’m coming back home

Baby boy永远永远手牵手
一步两步一起走
永远永远要记得
我们要一起生活
不管晴天的时候
不管下雨的时候
不放开手到永久
我们要一起生活


没有办法想像 那画面
一个孤独的背影走在 小公园
一颗心 需要暖
一双手 需要牵
故事要有美好结局
需要两双手来写 永远
不是只出现在童话里的梦
在身边 眼泪加了蜜糖甜
这句点 要完美画在无名指上
承诺的开始 恋人们
要一起珍藏

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISMAS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND MERRY CHRISMAS!!
first!
must wish XuXun and ZhengBiao happy birthday!!
hee their birthday falls on the same date as me hee...
haha




my birthday celebration starts from saturday lar...
went for "Li Jie cum Cooking classes"
attendance was atrocious dun wish to mention more....
we've got good teacher to teach us...
hee..
here's the product...
YUMMY mushroom soup lar...







then went home to rest... and went out with jackie for dinner...
walked from outram to chinatown to clake quay to bugis..
dinner at bugis...
wah ate alot k!
can you imagine 2 people eating 3 servings!
took some pictures along the way... chrismas decoratings..
super nice right.. heehee...




my mummy woke up like 7 plus to prepare "mian xian" for me...
heehee... thank you lar..
then head to TianHui for DJJTR...
then went to grandmother house..
then went JP shopping.. haha...

ordered pizza for dinner.. heehee...
then went fotang to pray...
after that got LiJie session...
then had a mini celebration lar..
sang birthday song and ate cake...



birthday present from jackie.. (:


thanks to those who wished me happy birthday
jackie, weilin, mildred, cinlee, junjie, yuanhao sir, mummy, daddy, annie, hongyi, wilson teo, kangqi, pauline, huiyi, nicky sir, bettina, michelle, jimmy fang, lilian, wenfang, zhenghao, liru, peichun, wanqi, wanting, aihui, wanqing...
last but not least MR SIM QING XIANG!! haha..




Friday, December 05, 2008

YIPEE!!! TERM TEST OVER!!!
2weeks of mugging is definitely paid off...
cant wait to see how many A can i get..hee..
ITS HOLIDAY!!
cant imagine 3weeks of playing, enjoying myself...

i'm now in NP..
poor jackie is sitting opposite me..
mugging for exams!! poor guy...
but at least got me accompany him study lar...
though i'm blogging now, i'm morally supporting him!
JIAYOU!


Sunday, November 23, 2008

DREAM!!
i dream of QINGXIANG last night... haha..
pretty random but probably misses him too much...
it has been a month plus after you left singapore...
its obvious that i'm lying if i saw i dun miss him...


he's a really great great great instructor, great great friend...
who wishes me happy birthday for the past 2 yrs..
hope he will remember again this year..
someone who changed alot alot of my life...
if wasnt him... i wont join VI...
he's words, action, whatever he has done motivated me to join VIP...
i once told myself i wanna be a successful instructor like him...

(haha when i was cadet)


i remembered when i was going to giveup during VIP camp day2 night, when i was going to sleep i read 2 messages... one was from QX, telling me i'm halfway through the camp... 1 more day to go... encouraging me to stay on.... gosh!! who on earth will send out this kinda sms to a stranger? only QX will do so.. it's like a pat behind my back, telling me "mary you can do it!" i'm sure bettina will agree cos she received this same sms from qx..



i agree that i'm a lousy instructor with not much quality...
i'm greatful to QX, cos he gave me a chance, a chance to prove to myself at least i'm not really lousy... he let me help out in project NCO 2007... not just that, i was appointed to be a DI... i learnt alot alot from that camp... not just from him alone but also learnt alot from other seniors lar...



NDP07, when i worked with QX again... seeing him weeks after weeks was boring.. but how i wish time will go back.. i'll not complain seeing you everyweek... i promise!!
able to hear him talking nonsense on our way from Yew Tee to HQ was really a blissing... how i wish to take train with him again and hear him talk loudly...

(ndpo7)

took this photo when we went to send shinghwee off to korean, the other one was when i send him off... both taken a airport, but of a different feeling definitely.. the first one was while we were having fun when anton was behind trying to disturb, the other one was goodbye QX...


hope you are doing fine there...
hope you are able to adapt well there...
hope food there was to your liking...
hope training wasnt too tough for you...
hope you will take care of yourself there...
hope you will be back soon k!!!

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this song is for you QING XIANG!
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
there was something special in the air.
Dreams are my reality
the only real kind of real fantasy
illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
it seems as if it's meant to be.
Dreams are my reality
a different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
and loving seems alright
although it's only fantasy.
If you do exist, honey don't resist
show me a new way of loving
tell me that it's true
show me what to do
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
the only kind of reality
maybe my foolishness has past
and maybe now at last
I'll see how a real thing can be.
Dreams are my reality
a wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
and holding you seems right
perhaps that's my reality.
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
that my life would change forever
tell me that it's true
feelings that are you
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
a wonderous world where I like to be
illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
although it's only fantasy.
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
and loving you seems right
perhaps that's my reality.
hello everybody!! it's marybek reporting!!
i'm doing fine!! not DEAD at the moment...
but dun expect my blog to be ALIVE either... haha..

haha... i was finding answer for my homework until sianned so came here to blog lar....
sorrie if you are waiting for me to write bout my life... i only have 3 words..
BUSY!! with school, fotang, family, him...
BORING!! having fixed routines.. school, home, eat, tutorial, sleep...
BLESSED!! with him..


the most recent thing i remember is going blood donation on tues (18/11)
went to HSA at outram...
my first time... i cried lar...
when i saw needles being placed in to someone else's arm...
super scary k!!
cant feel anything when needle was placed in my arms...
everything went quite smoothly lar...
i finish around same time as qi...
then went to have barley and red bean soup...
head home...
blackout when i reaching lakeside...
vomited lar!! gosh!! feeling really really unwell...
keep vomiting until i reach home..
wash up, drink water then rest awhile...
luckily he didnt listen to me sending me home halfway...
or else i dunno what will happen... faint halfway? haha cant imagine..
thank you dearie... sorry for letting you clean up my vomit lar....