29Feb2008

a few more minutes and this leap year would be gone..
i feel like calling him now, expressing me love to him..
SHOUTING HEY I LOVE YOU!!
haha.. but i dare not lah.. we should remain as buddy for life..
it's a secret who i'm refering to..
dun guess cos you will never get it correctly..

i'm waiting for the next leap year!!
29Feb2012
when we both get mature!
probably we are good buddy!!
but LOVE YA!!

i'm having a really messed week!! i also dunno what i've been doing.. my heart and soul is not with me.. i cant concentrate in doing my stuffs..
he will only be back on 7 march.. and i' going for camp on 8,9,10,11.. ARGH!!

i cant remember when la, but i was taking bus 30, and this 2 indian guys aged 30+ seating in front of me was talking so loudly.. well how loud?? i was listening with plug-in and yet i can hear them talking.. "nei, nei, nei, ba, ba, ba, der, der, der, ali, ali, ali" dunno what they talking about.. i'm not racist k.. but hello, its 6.45 in the morning and they spoke so loudly.. thats not all, when one of the guy left, i thought i could finally have some peace.. BUT another passenger sat down, KAO!! they know each other, and started talking talking!! OMG!!! hello, this is singapore, we have limited space and land, dun need to talk so loudly!! be polite!!

Okie, monday i went for TF3 meeting.. didn't expect it to end at 8.10.. it wasn't that bad leh, junwei.. then went dinner with my GANG!! mildred, bettina, & alvin!! well we had great talk all the way from 6.45 to 9 plus.. its great to have them!! love bettina, mildred and alvin lots!!

Mary's mushroom omelette, mildred's spaghetti, alvin's chicken pepper steak.. (why not lamb chop?) haha..
maosiie caught calling gavin!!

Ytd met mildred after work, heading to BBDC for basic theory lesson.. maosiie you really got high current worX!! oh, we walked past this lamp post which was spoilt, then went we passby it, it got light up.. "被电到" haha.. ytd de lesson was damn boring compare to 1.01.. xuan was totally not paying attention la.. we got out of focus and start talking to each other, when she says she wanna buy sweets later, i nodded my head, the instructor thought i know the answer to his question.. i got so embrassed lah!! haha..

its contact session for west district camp tml!! meeting bettina and alvin at 10.30 haha.. mildred didn't wanna meet so early.. well she's working night shift lah.. let her sleep more.. i'm seeing her for 3 times this week.. lor.. haha..

i'm going take lots picture in uniform tml.. just like how i did during NDP!! and i miss NDP lots!!

AH NAM WENT RESERVICE :(
will be back only on 7 mar...super sad and moody now... something is missing...he promised he will call me.. but i'm still waiting for him to call me... i miss him!!
hope he call me later tonight!

thought of the day:
1) i must realise what i really want..
2) dun take too much.. its a burden..
3) 要清静就要知足！

你可以不认同我的看法，但你要认同我的人格！！

i'm having a once in a life time opportunity to LY tml.. having a sharing session for 45 mins with Cgroup ppl, GOSH!!! its my first time.. so LMCB!!! hope everything goes smoothly tml!!

i went counselling again today..
brought back pretty much stuffs i should say..
1. If it's your's then it will be yours..
2. Never never look at the dark side.. there's always two way to see things..
3. A girl should never be stronger than her partner, always pretend to be weaker and give him some face..

ALWAYS ENCOURAGE YOURSELF.. YOU ARE WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE!! YOU ARE ALWAYS BEING LOVED!!

RESULTS OF JAE...

MARINE ENGINEERING

COOL?
haha when school starts this girl here will turn into a RARE SPECIES of the class..
heard that i will be earning big bucks in the future... MUHAHA!!
so i must study really really hard for it!!

JIAYOU MARY!!

What is “坛主慈悲”
GIVE UP??
Its 拿“糖”去“煮”然后放进“瓷杯”里。
WAH!!!! 赢了lor!!!

k went to 天国 to 了愿...
节德 reached there at 7+ then wash bowls and made 汤圆

drag drag, waste time until like 8.30 then got serious into work.. opps..
like what 坛主 mentioned before..
when we 了愿 we will “元神发动”
true enough, 后学 went through it today..

though i was very unhappy, sad last few days..
but today i totally forgot about them and felt happy!!
后学找到了真正的快乐-- 当你在为大众服务时，你就会感觉到说不出的快乐.....
the happiness is more than being loved, but is when you know "laomu" loves you and you can 解脱..


feedback about our 汤圆 was pretty positive.. glad that i played a part.. thank you everyone who made this a success!! 谢谢大家慈悲，大家了愿快乐！




i went for counselling.. i brought back something really important..
i know why am i always unhappy.. cos i'm wrong..
i shouldn't just grab anything to fill up that hole in my heart...
i'm always doing so... thats why i'm always unhappy...
so what is needed to fill up my hole?? i believe i've already found it..
it's when i'm 为大众服务 i get real happiness...


我不能受环境的影响，真清静是经得起挑战的..

looking at my old posts.. i found out that i must be very busy for the second half of year 2007 that i got no time to update my blog totally.. wondering what have i been doing.. but it seems that my mind was so empty.. cant recall anything.. remember i mention that i saw this person in JJC uniform at berth3 of 242?? i found his photos in one of the folders in my computer.. so who the hell is he sia.. AH!!! nevermind..

i got funny dream again.. i was being pick-a-back by this guy at my house.. haha i'm like a kid lah... i know i'm childish.. but this is why iamyourkid! i dunno why but i'm missing gary so deadly.. i miss him!!

happy happy new year!!

well, i've changed my blogskin..
HeLovesHerMoreThanHe'llEverShow,SheLovesHimMoreThanHeEverKnows

i felt so paiseh, that day when i went out with him, suddenly he asked me what's with that scar on you leg... i gave that blur look back at him for 10 seconds at least.. and answered i dunno.. he touched my head, laughed at me for giving him that look.. haha.. super paiseh lah..
but i really dunno where the hell did i get that scar.. i didn't realise until he ask me.. i guess i got it from young when i run around and hurt myself from falls... haha.. i dunno...
should i bring him home to collect angpow??
but i dun want go his house leh.. it will make me super nervous, going a guy's house for the first time.. :x
i'm going to watch P.S. iloveyou with him (:
you are like milk and i'm the coffee.. you make me sweet (:


yesterday went watch ah long with my family.. it's not a bad movie actually.. can watch.. my poor jimmy lost himself in the shopping mall.. but thank god he knows my mum's number and called her at the information counter.. gosh... i was worried to death lah.. but the security uncle saved the day..

how good will it be if i have a boyfriend who is rich??
it really feels great!!
why?
like day when i wanted to buy a tee shirt i asked him,
"which colour is nicer?"
he replied,
"since you like both then why not i buy both for you?"
and he did...

how can i say no to him when he sang "just the girl" to me??
kor, i know you will look after me forever...
but i've not been loving anyone that much since i broke up 3 years ago leh..
i promise i will learn k...

the valentine when i'm not alone is when i'm with you :)