HAPPY!!

Term test is over.. i screw my papers..
haha but nevermind!

I'm heading to taiwan 15DEC-24DEC !!
Cant wait for it to come!!

JingWen JieJie gave birth to a baby girl on 6Dec...
Congrats!!

thank you zhaoli and peichun for encouraging me!!
those words you girls gave me will go a long long way!!
XieXieNi!

things to do!!
1. QX is back.. bek do something..
2. exams is next next week!! mary start revising!!
3. birthday is coming! baby celebrate with him!
muhaha..

suddenly feel like taking part in Red Cross events..

dunno why suddenly i have the 冲动 wanna participate Red Cross event..
i think my last event was NDP 08..
the last time i went back to JWSSRCY was years ago :(

going back to JWSS every friday was my weekly routine..
the first batch of juniors when i was NCO was CinLee's batch..
and now they are all VIs..
the first batch of cadets when i became VI was Preethi's batch..
and they are going to take their O levels soon..

a few times i feel like going back to jwss to see my fellow cadets..
but so uninvited.. scared will kanna chase out.. so i didnt..
doubt any of the cadets still remembers me..
life of VIs are like that i believe..
the effort you put in..
in units in cadets, after you left the unit, after the cadets graduate they will forget you..
this is life.. but i never ask for repay..
cos i've learnt and grown alot in the 2yrs when i was VI in JWSS..
i hope the unit is still doing well without me..
maintaining the standards my batchmates set - GOLD UNIT!!

ALL THE BEST TO ALL!!
MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS!!

TOLD YOU I DUN GIVE A DAMN LIAO...
dun take me for granted!

i feel bad that i pair with OWEN for workshop..
and my wielding is not great..
sorry if i pull your marks down..

today super tired..
workshop for 5 hours!
wielding in overall.. sweating!!
but had quite alot fun..
reach home bathe, sleep!!
super tired~!

off going 清扫 BYE!!

i'm gonna shut up and do nothing

DON'T KNOW!!
DON'T CARE!!
DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!

Happy 16 Dearie (:
Love you lots!!
Thanks for the biscuits!!


it's been so long after we went out together..
thank you officers for letting him book in tonight..
allowing him to go shopping with me today...
not booking out this weekend ):
gonna miss you...

): i'm not a SUPERWOMAN!!

the older you go...
the more responsibilities you get..
不是负担，是我的责任！
if everything is my 责任 so what is your 责任??
i complain to my dearie that I'm feeling more ):
beloved told me off!! i should learnt to say NO!!
cant be everything also my responsibility..

I've been managing so well until last month..
it just makes me feel dishearten and demoralised..
I'm not superwoman! I'm only human!!
I'm just trying my best!! you are not!!

for goodness sake dun just say!!
no point saying like heaven.. help by puting in action!!
feeling irritated!

(:

Quite glad that school started!!
Hee!!

I'm looking forward for Every Saturday..
1. Mr chng book out.. dun need elaborate.. (:
2. Cheer Meetings.. we are bunch of GREAT wondeful People!!!

my weekend will be burnt!
Saturday:
morning rehearsal for LeLingZhou..
afternoon making cheer props and DCS cimian..
nignt got DaZhongBan..
Sunday:
morming rehearsal for LeLingZhou..
afternoon meeting for LLZ, YXH proposal..
night got English class with china DaoKins..

but i'm glad that i'm usefully busy.. better than doing nothing..

my name is happy..

so glad to be back to class 23..
thanks to mr joseph lee and mr peter pang...
they sign on my class transfer form...
thanks alot and sorry for the trouble man...
falabur and gang start bullying me again...
for the first time feeling good bullying by him..
cos i rather being bullied than in a different class with them...
thank god!!

completed a task..
a task that wasn't part of my tasklist..
it was transfered from some other people tasklist...
THIS IS WHAT I MEANT BY PPL DUMPING TASKS TO ME!!
but nevermind... i've completed!!
dun bother saying thank you.. i cant appreciate..

Busy! Busier!! Busiest!!

School is starting next week...
Although I've wasted my time throughout the holiday..

I didn't waste my last week of holiday..
Mon: 人才班
Tue: 座谈
Wed: 人才再教育
Thu: 坛主人才会
Fri: 清扫
Sat: 清口班
Sun: 初一庆祝

This week is great achievement week man!!
Completed all my task (: before school reopen..
-Cheer Props
-Lesson plans
*Clap Clap*

No more holiday ): tasklist will be extending BY THEMSELVES.. haha..
i have C#E#R practise every sat!
i have B#B and J#R rehearsals on sun!
ALL MY SATURDAYS AND SUNDAYS ARE GONE!!
NOT FOR MY boyfriend ): super sorrie ):
and i need time for studying!
GPA 4.0 remember!!
i dun wish to get so busy either..

why class 22!? not 23!?

WHAT THE ****!!!
HOW COME I'M BACK INTO CLASS 22??
GOSH!!
LAST SEMESTER WHEN I GOT TRANSFERED TO CLASS 23 I GOT MAD!!
NOW THAT I'VE ACCEPTED THE FACT TO BE IN 23..
ALREADY BUILD BOND WITH THEM..
AND I GOT TRANSFERED TO CLASS 22!!
ONLY ME!!

WHAT THE **** MAN!! WHAT A JOKE!!
I NEED TO ADAPT TO A NEW CLASS, NEW CLASSMATES, NEW ENVIRONMENT!!
WAHLAO!
AND 22 CLASS TIMETABLE CMI!!
OH MY GOD!
I'M NOT IN A GOOD MOOD NOW!! SERIOUSLY!!
WHOEVER THAT PERSON FROM SMA TRANSFER ME HERE AND THERE!!
I HATE YOU TO THE MAXIMUM MAN!!!

Xie Xie Ni

没有人可以把事情做得完美
（不然会很辛苦）
只要尽力去做就 OKIE lar!
你有尽力吗？

SOMETHING TO PONDER!!!!

i'm too easily "bullied".. always kanna "arrow"
seriously i need to wear ARMOR to protect myself..
(agreed by mr chng)

i rmb last time, not long ago...
when i assign things for cadets to do, i make sure 1 thing 1 person do...
never let 2 person do the same thing..
especially big big task.. why?
cos when something goes wrong, i dunno who to find...
when i assign to you means you can do it, why need 2 person...

in life, it's the same..
whenever you are assigned task, dun throw to another person..
dun need to push roles to other people..
unless you are not up to it..
do the job properly, do it well, do it good...
alright!!

I HATE TO DO PEOPLE'S UNWANTED (sh*t) JOB!!
I HATE PEOPLE THROWING THINGS AT ME!!

给“自己”的话

Well i took this application "ask the fortune teller" on facebook..
I asked "can i manage myself?"
Genius answer was "You can if you want!"
haha cool right... what an answer.. Dots!

i'm currently reading this book "与青少年谈心"
i got enlightenment (:

人不可能一步登天。
记得，要尝到成功的甜蜜，必须先忍受痛苦的过程，熬过失败的折磨。
不要怕失败，拿出勇气，持续下去！

i needed an answer too!

i always believe what i do is definitely the right thing!
i dun have to explain what every i did..
it ought to be right!
but some things if i never do DONT say that it was me!!

i'm talking about the taiwan LY happening..
yes i know people commenting how come i never select them for this LY..
hello dears!
not i choose de.. i dunno how I got selected either..
i also cannot give clear explaination bout this ..
i also dunno why 4/6 ppl are from 节德！
it does make alot ppl wonder..
i hope i can get an answer for this too..
but the answer for my doubt just got "missed" out accidently..
i'm really sorry if there is any misunderstand regarding this..
my apology, sorry for not being a perfect person!

i just wanna be happy!

Happy?

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything

Don’t you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain’
cause love won’t set you free

I can’t stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can’t let go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they’re they’re same
Just different faces
Different place
Get me out of here

I can’t stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So when it turns that I can see???
This rope??
Victim??
Don’t say anything

没有人比我更认真！

i'm having holidays.. i've never like holidays!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!!
but holiday time management compared to school term is worst!
i spent my day and night playing games!!
haiyo! this cant be it man!
though i spent time reading books but too little!!
i feel like selling time to ppl.. because i'm wasting them...

mary make up your idea!!
do what you should do..

MY TASK LISTS ARE GETTING LONGER AND LONGER!!
NEVER GONNA COMPLETE THEM!!
):

EXCITED! or not??

EXCITEMENT first [:
IT'S HOLIDAY!!!
1. Mr Sim Qing Xiang is gonna be back in Singapore!!! WooHoo!!!
SUPER EXCITED! we're going for VEGETARIAN STEAMBOAT!! veggie i mean! NO MEAT!!
haha... probably going recee this weekend.. haha...
I'M SURE it would be an enjoyable one!!
2. BoyBoy is having vacation for a week!! YIPPY!! lets go Sentosa and Ubin!!
3. 表扬奖 on the 11th
4. Wu小姐 wedding on the 20th

NOT ]:
i got REJECTED!! not going to india this holiday..
SUPER DEMORALISE!!
SHALL NOT SAY MORE!!

BLOG CLOSED

EXAMS is here!!

blog closed for the moment.
but i got cool songs in the playlist!

1. MISS INDEPENDENT
2. LOVE STORY
3. LOVE DRUNK
4. I GOTTA FEELING
5. MAMA DO
6. I'M YOURS
7. MAKE HER SAY

ENJOY lar..

all the best for exams!
i just wanna maintain my GPA at 3.4!!

i like the song..
i gotta a feeling.. that tonight's gonna be a good night...
but doubt this would happen..
never would have good night knowing that i would wake up with lots lots of work and things to complete!
:(

i'm back.. not dead.. haha.. wont die so early..

hey girl.. had enough of you..
no friend them come find us... you think we what?
spare friend ar? hey! friend are to treasure... i dun treat friends like you..
better make up your idea.. simply had enough.. you are irritating me!
GO AWAY!

Hoildays ended!
Exams ended!
School started!
i did badly for exams! but so??

BUT I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR!!
11 JULY
-Out with 大哥,二哥,三哥,四姐!!
-Bcamp09 camp sharing

12 JULY
-DJJTR camp sharing

17JULY
-Bettina 21!

19JULY
-五教圣人之旅

happy 1 year! time really fly!!!

i wanna buy this phone dearie!
SONY ERICSSON W995!!
Specifications:
• 8.1 megapixel camera
• Picture blogging
• Video blogging
• Auto focus
• Face detection
• Image and Video stabilizer
• Video light
• Flash LED
• PictBridge
• TrackID
• SensMe
• Bluetooth stereo (A2DP)
• 3.5mm audio jack
• Stereo speakers
• Shake control
• Access NetFront Web browser
• Motion gaming
• Java
• FM radio with RDS
• YouTube
• DLNA Certified
• Wi-Fi
• Location-based services
• Geo tagging of photos
• Google Maps
• aGPS
• Size: 97 x 49 x 15 mm
• Weight: 113 grams
• Main screen: 262,144 colour TFT, scratch-resistant
• Resolution: 240 x 320 pixels
• Size: 2.6 inches
• Phone memory: Up to 118MB
• Memory card support: Memory Stick Micro (M2)
• Talk time GSM/GPRS: Up to 9 hrs
• Standby time GSM/GPRS: Up to 370 hrs
• Video talk time: Up to 3.5 hours
• Music listening time: Up to 20 hours
• Video watching time up to 5hrs

I'M IRRITATED!

YOU ARE NO BIG DEAL!!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OKIE!!

DEARIE, LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS MISERABLE!!

EVERYTHING IS NOT SMOOTH!!

FASTER COME BACK K..

MR CHNG!! I MISSES YOU!!

MISSES YOU ALOT ALOT!!

ONE DAY WITHOUT YOU IS LIKE HUR!!

14 MORE DAYS TO GO!!

I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO 27JUNE 1PM!!!

JIAYOU DEARIE!!





I'M GOING C-CAMP TML!!

BACK ON MONDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QING XIANG IN ADVANCE!!

PRESENT WHEN YOU COME BACK OKIE!!

TAKE THIS POST AS EVIDENCE IF I FORGET!!

hey QX cos you never jiayou for me...
so i jiayou myself!!

quite irritated this week!!
1) stupid fal keep bullying me!! non stop!! scolding me bad words!! idiot!! i hate you!!!

2) i read mildred blog.. looks like i've missed out alot from NDP09... why didnt i participate??!!!

3) listen to 933 " what are you looking forward to this week?" after much thought my answer is "NOTHING!!" hur?? no life!! my life is totally screwed!!

still i must say JIAYOU MARY!!

i got poor time management!!
jiayou mary!! you can do it!!
only stress make you stronger...
it will give you a push to learn...

i'll be behind giving you morale support!!
jiayou!!

long time no post!!
today is week 3 of school!!
class was okie.. lesson was okie...

past 2 weeks..
-i wasnt late for school..
-long time never play pet society..
-doing fireworks..
-i still got instrumentation report..
-that tank familarise teacher i dunno what he talking..
-i'm gonna do badly for thermo again..
-love autocad.. like maths..

today..
-kimkiat stop staring at my screen!!!
-teacher say is the air con on??
-fireman say armpit all wet!! haha
-kailun stop eating my sweets!! your birthday big deal ar??!!

everything regarding school is fine!! :)
_________________________________________________________________

Friday got full committee meeting for B camp...
brain juice used up meeting from 9.30 to 4 is fierce k...
received news to go LY for Sat SQJ... ARGH!! me again...
not complaining...
why other ppl can find alot alot ppl for LY BUT
we always 'pathetically' try very hard to search for man??
are we so pathetic?? always when we need ppl for LY will be MZ,MH??
machiam "dai yan ren"... are we showing to others we are pathetic..

like i told jackie, sometimes i feel quite tired of clearing shit...
when i assign things for others to do, obviously i would expect him/her to do...
but in the end, nothing was done.. last min tell me haven do..
hey... might as well i do myself... hur!!
very dishearted when ppl misuse the trust i gave them...
first time nevermind... second time give chance... third time hey!!
irritated!! okie~!
________________________________________________________

saw fengming tz on sat!! everytime i see her i see hope!!
speaking to 1 who can solve your troubles...
is much much better to speaking to 100 who cant help..
thanks!!

MADNESS!!! WHY AM I NOT IN CLASS 22!! TELL ME!! TELL ME!!

I'M MAD AT 2 GROUPS OF PPL..
THOSE WHO ASK ME NOT TO GO SAILING..!!
THOSE WHO DOES NOT ENTERTAIN MY APPEALS!!
HEY I'M STILL UNDER SAILING CLASS RIGHT..
WHATS THE DIFFERENCE FROM CLASS 23 CHANGING TO CLASS 22??!!
IDIOTIC 2 GROUPS OF PEOPLE!!
YOU RUIN MY LIFE!!

WHY CLASS 22??
MOST OF MY CLASSMATES ARE THERE LAR!!!
FURTHERMORE!!
THEY GOT BETTER TEACHERS!!
GOT IVAN TAM, TIN AUNG WIN, TEO K.K....
I GOT THE OLD TEACHER!!
WHO TAUGHT ME IN FIRST SEMESTER AND I GOT C!!!
HUR!!!
TOTAL MADNESS!!!

jackie's birthday celebration...

happy 21 birthday celebration at his house...

just a mini gathering + BBQ...

ohh.. when i reach already 8plus le... thats why all photo a night.. hee...

had pretty lots of fun...

SENTOSA TRIP!!

on our way to the beach... displays made of reused items and bicycle... cool!!

on the beach.. there's a kid in everyone... heee

opposite the beach... most southern of asia leh... heee

the skyride... wuhoo... cool!!

luge!! woooh!!!!

enjoying lunch!! we finish all!!

on the way home waiting for rail...

黄靖伦 每日一句

大街上紧握着你
穿过那倾盆大雨
我愿意
一路的走下去
旁人我不理

明天起
每日一句
代表深情的成语
偶尔
你也说像谜一样的诗句
叫人措手不及

小小的甜蜜
慢慢地累积
跟时间交换完美结局
小小的浪漫
天天在模拟
那些遥远的未来突然间很具体

就让我们在一起
爱你每日一句
所有的情歌
都有了意义
原来是因为我爱你

我要我们一起
永远像小情侣
直到下一个世纪
都有我专属名句
告诉你幸福是几比几

有了你
我可以
不畏惧要做你心中的超人气
我不急
因为你
世界再美不过是爱情的背景

所有的小惊喜
只有一个动机要
你不只是感动而已

i got jelly legs after my first 1hr of driving!!
wohoo... super scary man!! haha...
first time! good start i hope!!
hongyi got his license le!
i wanna get mine real soon!!
gonna pass it at one try! mary say so!! hee..
dun wanna spent to much of grandma sponsor $$$
haha... all ready for the next lesson!!
jiayou!!

i'm quite sad this 2 days...
i was posted to class 2B/23...
almost half of my classmates will be in 2B/22...
why lar!!! different class!!!
hur!!! super super not happy!!!
ARGH!!!
hey i also wanna go sailing..
can some kind soul place me with my classmates!!!
hur!! super super not happy!!!
AH!!!!

i'm bored at home... no job... only rotting!!
haiz!! my only entertainment is PET SOCIETY!!
though sometime i do spent time reading book..
but probably i only spent 30mins per day...
and today this happen when i went in...
oh man!! sad!!!


:(

Results is out today!!

i woke up receiving the sms from sas... then quickly on the computer to double check..
haha

ECCT--- DIST
Gems --A
BST --- A
PSA ----A
WSP ---B+
APM ---B+
MEK1--B+
RWP---C+

GPA: 3.64

hmmm i think it's not bad.. but pretty discourage by APM thought can get A... haiz...
well done!! keep up the hard work mary!!
more challenges is gonna come.. time management is super important!!!

hey hey!!

back to blogging!!
you guys must be missing me alot right!!
:P heehee...

okie exams is over!! 6As is mine~~
heehee...

its holiday now!! i'm gonna find a job... any lobang please contact me k!!!

i've being playing pet society! super super fun lar!!! haha...

pretty sad that i cant join NDP this year... awww...
cos i really cant afford to skip night classes at prayer hall on saturdays...
NDP is starting soon!! dunno how thousand years never wear uniform le lar...
missing those days when i was so enthu and passionate bout redcross...
but this flame in me is going off... haiz...
take care all!!

happy 8th months i must say!!

hello hello!! blog has grown spider web.. yes i know.. haha... exams is round the corner!! need to study not blog!! okok!! stop complaining... yar... wohoo!! gotten 2 books from fengming tz last sunday... now reading one of it on my way to school lar.. hee... i've got one more book on my shelf if anyone wanna read can borrow from me.. details of the book is below...

visit this website for more good books! http://geniesbooks.blogspot.com/

yes!! good luck to all for exams!! take care yar.. dun fall sick like me... k... bye!!

内容介绍 ：
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heehee...

i'm here to blog.. why so free seh today?

i got 3 report yet to complete!!!

but mr botak is helping me in my gems report... haha.. so can slack abit!!

thanks botak!! you are the best k!!

muack muack muack!!

exams are coming.. guess i wont have the time to blog le...

sorry people!!

i'm going to work during holidays i promise!!

i need money for my driving lisence!!

and i wanna save up for taiwan trip this year!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

HOPE:
身体健康
万事如意
心想事成

I HAVE NO COMMENT!!

i had a bad day today!
woke up reading a message, a message i would never expect..
a new i never never never want to hear..
i walk out of bed feeling this :
NOTHING MORE TO SAY!! NOT IN THE POSITION TO COMMENT..
NEVERMIND IT'S OKIE...

i left home early but just didnt get the sight of 185!!
WHAT THE!!!!
waited for half an hour...
my fingers was so numb and this idiot keep messaging me...
cant call me meh? fingers so painful to the extent that i'm fedup!!
and i'm LATE FOR SCHOOL!!

practical lesson was GOSH!!
the whole morning only saw 3 lines...
others already finish the whole work piece??!!
the crazy me then started shouting across the workshop..
STRESS!!!

then was lesson as normal.. trying to be normal but was crazy the whole day...
instead of talking.. i was shouting!!

IT SEEMS THAT THE NO ONE IN THE WORLD IS SIDING ME!!
I KEEP QUIET DOES NOT MEANS I'M OKIE...
UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!

you, i mean you....
would you like to listen to me whenever i'm not feeling moody like you did???