Message from Joan ma'am!!

awww... so sweet right!! THANK YOU MA'AM!!
you too.. take care!!

more than words! i love him!

范瑋琪 ~> 一比一

范瑋琪 - 一比一

两颗心同步爱 你和我分不开

什么都还没说 但我想的你都说中了

当你感到寂寞 你第一个想到我

有太多快乐慢动作重播 每天默契更多

我爱你难得你也选择我 同样爱那么多



我愛你 一天一天更確定 一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛 喔像羅馬

一天一天建立 一點一滴一比一愛



不經意就像呼吸 想你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一步一步在累積 同步愛



LA~~ 兩顆心同步愛 LA喔~~ 你和我分不開



謝謝你懂得我 可能比我瞭解的更多

若親愛的你感到難過 喔 答應陪你到最後

有太多快樂慢動作重播 每天默契更多

我愛你難得你也選擇我 同樣愛那麼多



我愛你 一天一天更確定 一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛 喔像羅馬

一天一天建立 一點一滴一比一愛



不經意就像呼吸 想你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一步一步在累積



我愛你 一天一天更確定 一步一步靠近

一點一滴一比一愛 喔像羅馬

一天一天建立 一點一滴一比一愛



不經意就像呼吸 愛你就是必需

你的明天我不缺席 YEAH

愛是一點一滴清晰 甜蜜一點一滴慢慢滿溢

愛是跟你一步一步累積 同步愛



LA~~ 兩顆心同步愛 LA~~ 你和我分不開

busy busy

should gay marriage allowed in singapore?
gosh! what a topic to do for CRS!?
tml got to present this to the class...
die liao.. siao lor.. cross my finger and hope everything goes well!!
jiayou!!

well i'm pretty busy this few weeks!
got to attend school.. got to go down for unit trainings..
got NDP trainings.. got TF&FAAS meetings..
got bxb.. got dating with :]
got studies to manage... alot alot of stuffs..
but i'll promise to blog k...


Sunday arrived and past!!
haha.. why am i so excited about sunday?
well i met :] at 6.55 and went up to mount faber..
for what?? haha.. we went to catch the sunrise..
hmmm.. the sun didn't wait for me..
the main focus was not the sun la..
it was him :]

then went to :] house for breakfast...
explore around his house...
though it was not my first time there..
but i explore alot ytd.. haha..
pretty cool place la.. haha..
then went djjtr with :]
loves him!
:] bought the same phone as =)
heeheex... she loves botak!!

NDP - NE3
mildred marched as contingent commander!!
i'm proud of her!
when's my turn? haha.. 2 yrs later la.. :P
did alot of cheers.. haha..
took alot photos... had alot of fun...
i got 2 preview tickets!
gave to :] hey i wanna the goodie bag k!!

next Sunday!
we'll be walking on the 9KM southern ridges bridge!!
stay tune!

i miss him!!

:] is sick!! take care k!!
muack!
i hope sunday will arrive faster!!
right dearie?



(*power rangers*) haha~!

love hurts! but sometimes it's a good hurt!

haiz! i not feeling well..
it's not those kind of normal sick..
not fever, not cold, not cough...
it's love sick :(

i'm quite a bad girl this 2 days..
i didnt pick up :] de phone calls a few times..
(its on purpose)
i didnt reply :] de sms a few times..
(its on purpose)
i also dunno why...
didnt have the mood to pick up :] call..
neither do i have the mood to reply :]

i was quite moody this 2 days..
thinking how we came together...
he's 20 plus, i'm 18 plus plus..
are we ready to start this relationship??
how should i put it leh?
are we serious in this relationship?
or just occupying time?

for me..
i'm not looking for a boyfriend...
i'm treating :] as a life partner...
i take every word of his seriously..
give every answer after very many thoughts..
i'm i getting to this relationship too early?
can i maintain this for long?
i lost confident in this relationship...

:] close to 98% my ideal husband...
dun need me to say :] knows what i'm thinking..
:] knows what veggie i eat even i didnt tell him..
where the hell can i get someone to replace him??
why am i still complaining?
just cos :] spents time in some real important stuff rather then with me?
i'm abit angry.. but :] doing the right thing.. right choice..
so why am i mad at him?
:] done alot trying to squeeze his time out for me..
even his sleeping time to chat with me..
why am i not satisfied? i also dunno...

am i too dependent on him?
am i relying on his too much?
will i die if he go for NS?
i think i will..
2hrs with his sms and i'm emo..
cant imagine 2 yrs without him...
haiz!


love hurts!
but sometimes its a good hurt!

breathless

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

chatting with :] on skype..
then bettina and mildred came and talk to me on msn..
you babes did it on purpose de right..
haha...

i've got secret with maosiie!!!
SHHHHHH!!!!!
everything is so fun!!

my love :
maosiie&bettina = 40%
family & school= 23%
:] = 21%
alvin&Qx&190&ker=15%
others = 1%

And I hate how much I love you boy

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just can't let you go

And I hate that I love you so

i'm throwing my temper now!!
hate that i love you so!!
how can you make me miss you so much!??
i dun understand!! sorry cant help!!

i know i got random at times.. but after my random post....
2 hot babes came to suntec especially to see me!!
haha... they know i really misses them!!
i chat with bettina and mildred!!
haha... took photos with them!!
misses them really alot la...
aren't they wonderful?? just because i miss them and they came down and see me!!
blissed right!! nothing to say but i love them!!






however on the other hand :] didn't meet me on that day!!
:] was busy with his report!! which makes me sad to a certain extent..
after ndp i rushed home without waiting for the rest..
ended up giving :] a surprise...
told :] i'll be going to find him...
i didn't know was it a good or bad surprise...
cos his was rushing for report and i sort of disturbed him...
anyway we still met up...
(*my babes came down especially to see me... and i went all the way to find you.. touched right.. *)
though we could see each other for less than an hour...
i appreciated the time :] squeeze out from finishing his report..
and :] slept pretty late that night... sorrie...
really sorrie cant help..
cos i really missed him too much..


sunday is not just sunday you know..
its superb sunday!! haha!!
it would be superb if i was staying at home rotting...
i spent my superb sunday evening with :]
well i thought i will be early for this time..
:] call me when he just left home... and i was reaching liao..
when i alight, :] was already sitting there waiting la...
aiya... you win again.. sianned...
we went for dinner... had carrot cake..
then went exercise... "climb" mount faber..
:] sweat like hell... me? no sweat, chicken feet, haha, all the way...
hahahahahahahahaha...
then we head to the new bridge.. henderson bridge..
completed only 1/5 of it..
next time we'll complete the whole journey k... together...

:] must be still doing his report...
jiayou la!!

i misses B camp planning!! and everyone..

*-bettina & mildred-*

the best hot chicks on earth k!!
they are not only my friend but best friend!
they are not only pretty but super hot!
haha!

didn't catch up with them for long long time!!
i know you girls misses me alot!!
especially bettina la!! miss her so much!!
mildred too!! haha!!

i love them!

i love bettina!!

i love mildred!!

:] dun get jealous!!

even if you are jealous, i'll still love them as much!!

haha!

back from cruise!!

after i came back to mainland.. the first person i meet was :]
met him for lunch... lucky :] was at chinatown..
which is near harbourfront.. thats why we can meet..
but who knows.. even if :] was at toa payoh i also will meet him...
miss :] damn much!
though we only spent 1 hr togther!
but i appreciated it!! thanks :]

didnt have auto roaming!! how did i survived??
stare blankly at my wallpaper lor.. then emo..
that was how he survived thru the 5 days also...

i got sea motion sickness.. felt like my home was shaking..
my room was shaking.. even the toilet was shaking!!
hey i'm out of cruise le!! hope will get back to normal soon!
haha..

i'm going for RC training le..
next time then post the details on what happened on MEL camp..
basically i was eating, sleeping, eating, sleeping, shopping, enjoying!!
grown fat!!
stay tune!!