DREAM!!
i dream of QINGXIANG last night... haha..
pretty random but probably misses him too much...
it has been a month plus after you left singapore...
its obvious that i'm lying if i saw i dun miss him...


he's a really great great great instructor, great great friend...
who wishes me happy birthday for the past 2 yrs..
hope he will remember again this year..
someone who changed alot alot of my life...
if wasnt him... i wont join VI...
he's words, action, whatever he has done motivated me to join VIP...
i once told myself i wanna be a successful instructor like him...

(haha when i was cadet)


i remembered when i was going to giveup during VIP camp day2 night, when i was going to sleep i read 2 messages... one was from QX, telling me i'm halfway through the camp... 1 more day to go... encouraging me to stay on.... gosh!! who on earth will send out this kinda sms to a stranger? only QX will do so.. it's like a pat behind my back, telling me "mary you can do it!" i'm sure bettina will agree cos she received this same sms from qx..



i agree that i'm a lousy instructor with not much quality...
i'm greatful to QX, cos he gave me a chance, a chance to prove to myself at least i'm not really lousy... he let me help out in project NCO 2007... not just that, i was appointed to be a DI... i learnt alot alot from that camp... not just from him alone but also learnt alot from other seniors lar...



NDP07, when i worked with QX again... seeing him weeks after weeks was boring.. but how i wish time will go back.. i'll not complain seeing you everyweek... i promise!!
able to hear him talking nonsense on our way from Yew Tee to HQ was really a blissing... how i wish to take train with him again and hear him talk loudly...

(ndpo7)

took this photo when we went to send shinghwee off to korean, the other one was when i send him off... both taken a airport, but of a different feeling definitely.. the first one was while we were having fun when anton was behind trying to disturb, the other one was goodbye QX...


hope you are doing fine there...
hope you are able to adapt well there...
hope food there was to your liking...
hope training wasnt too tough for you...
hope you will take care of yourself there...
hope you will be back soon k!!!

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this song is for you QING XIANG!

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize

that my life would change forever

saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared

there was something special in the air.

Dreams are my reality

the only real kind of real fantasy

illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams

it seems as if it's meant to be.

Dreams are my reality

a different kind of reality

I dream of loving in the night

and loving seems alright

although it's only fantasy.

If you do exist, honey don't resist

show me a new way of loving

tell me that it's true

show me what to do

I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality

the only kind of reality

maybe my foolishness has past

and maybe now at last

I'll see how a real thing can be.

Dreams are my reality

a wonderous world where I like to be

I dream of holding you all night

and holding you seems right

perhaps that's my reality.

Met you by surprise, I didn't realize

that my life would change forever

tell me that it's true

feelings that are you

I feel something special about you.

Dreams are my reality

a wonderous world where I like to be

illusions are a common thing

I try to live in dreams

although it's only fantasy.

Dreams are my reality

I like to dream of you close to me

I dream of loving in the night

and loving you seems right

perhaps that's my reality.