Nobody knows how i feel... nobody can understand why i felt like this.. not even my mum, my sister... not even my close sister lixuan or bettina..

i've lose interest in activities that i used to enjoy, like going to RC event, talking to ppl, even watching tv..

i feel sad, helpless, hopeless, eating chocolate cant make me better.. i sometimes cry in the middle of the night..

i lost my 2kg in 1 week.. believe it??

often i sit down by the window.. should i just jump down??