just random..

i love going to fotang..
dun stop me..
try to understand okie..
its hard on me now you know??
its not wrong to keep going fotang..
its not wrong to keep liaoyuan-ing in daochang..
i'm old enough to know whats right and whats good for me..

as i grow old, i will have to take more responsibilities..
more time, more chance to liao yuan..
lesser time for my friends, families..
even lesser time for myself..
lesser time to sleep, rest, do things i like..

i dun want to live life with regrets when i die..
i dun want to die with thing unfinished..
i dun want to come back into this 苦海 again..
i dun want to keep going through this 生老病死..
i dun want to suffer anymore..
i dun want..

i need your support..
support me okie??

i love myself :)