i HATE myself.. i forced myself to smile :] but it will only hurt myself more... i dun want to lie to myself and pretend like i'm okie!! i know i'm not fine... stay happy always.... easier said than done... if there is undo button in life i will want to go back to the past... when nothing happened between both of us... i dun want to know you.. i dun want to talk to you.. neither do i want to remember you name... cos it hurts!!

if wishes come true..
1) i want to stay happy always.. thats all.. simple...
2) if not at least i want my tears to dry up so i will not be crying anymore!!!
3) if i can have 10 seconds in his arms... ONLY 10..