mini camp report..

finally time to blog about VIP.. i will only say the fun stuffs.. anyway VIP is fun!!!

day1
~usual area cleaning and all..
~then had evac bronze lesson a very interesting 1 i guess.. the instructor act like want to make mistake for us.. but actually he did made a mistake.. haha try to coverup right khee rui.. evac accred was super **** i did not study at all.. but i guess i still passed..
~firedrill (dryrun) .. and we were all not wearing shoes, had to run to field only socks and yucks!!
~Orientation run was fun, running around in twos goin left right left right.. people all staring at us.. everyone finished the run.. but i was super smelly and tired..
~then was dinner and next evac silver, lesson was fun. with all the trying of carrying casualty..
~debrief was sleepy.. all yawning..
~i had my interview on day1.. sat there and said nth but I LOVE ORANGE haha thats why i know about myself.. :P

day 2
~breakfast was toast kaya bread. my favourite but i was not feeling well so ate only 1 small corner of it..
~evac silver accred.. this time i had more confidence compared to bronze..
~firedrill again with causalty.. derek u r heavy man..
~next up OA map reading.. i was really gong to read with compass.. luckily the IC was patient with us..
~OA again after lunch.. knots again i really look stupid, with desmond showing step by step in making the knots :P
~then we made a first aid table using poles and strings.. it does not looks like a table at all.. (show pics next time)
~tent pitching was fun.. having competition with one and other..
~ my favourite of OA outdoor cooking.. we used ZERO match sticks to start fire.. haha pro ba.. actually we used other's match 1 only and they start borrowing fire.. then we had a competition to see who could decorate the chicken and noodle best.. BRAVO WON!!! haha.. (show pics next time)
~then all the lame stuffs like OA theory, Recruitment Strategy, debrief

day3
~exercise humanity.. the case study was like tsunami hitted ubin then we got to find and save causalty.. our group had to go the longest route 4 stations in all while A & C had 2 or 3 stations nia.. at station 1 we took 6 mins to save mr X.. saved!!! then station 2 was a resting check point.. (waste time to go there) then we went to station 4 first but the instructors asked us what if there was some1 dieing at station 3.. so we walked to station 3 when it was a toilet point of us.. then we walked back to station 4 for lunch.. on our way back there was wild bore (fake) then tammy ma'am (causalty) had bitten by jellyfish and dunno wad... we had to save her but dunno what to do.. so decided to evacuate her back to base.. 4 person carry her and 5 took bags.. however in the middle sarah ma'am told me and ZL.. see behind, see hornet coming.. then we both look at each other.. i shout hornet while she blowed whistle.. people carrying bag throw bags on ground and they "drop" her down.. SY used her poncho to cover tammy's face.. haha..
at that time i was carrying 3 bags.. while ZL 2.. we got tired and started walking slower and slower ZL wanted to help me.. but i still can manage.. when sarah ma'am asked me mary are you tired.. ZL knew something was not right.. the pulled me to walked faster away from sarah ma'am.. then ma'am said mary faint.. opPs.. i quickly drop all the bag and faint.. ZL stared at me then asked if i was ok.. (she knew i fake) she quickly asked for manpower when every1 was stanned?? 2 casualty.. then every1 put their bags down trying to use 4 aider method to evacuate me to base but melissa and YS was so small size how can.. then they called alpha or charlie for help.. but they also not enought ppl.. so every1 just put down all their bags and carried me.. at first was ZL and dunno HY and Bertha and LM.. then they walk walk until tired at this time some guys came ot help them carry with stretcher... (i drank desmond's sweat eeeeeeeeee) they place me at their shoulder and i was like wah.. super shaky sia.. being a casualty was no fun.. although was relax letting people carry.. but i so heavy,so felt bad for all of them..
~campfire.. yippy enjoyed myself super super much.. haha..
~debrief

day4
~breakfast
~my footdrill sliver lesson, thoery in the morning.. everyone was like asleep.. yawn!!
~then practical lesson then accred.. all passed sliver... happy for them.
~then footdrill gold and accred
~lunch was nice.. with all left over from BBQ..
~ area cleaning.. pretty well done i would say..
~debrief.. every1 were like yeah last programme.. but debrief was more than 1 hour.. with every1 crap.. like QiJun sir saying that he was actually a nice guy.. i doubt that.. then took photos.. mentors gave chocolates.. and home sweet home.. super super tired..

after camp..
~it was raining and my 8250 caught water.. abit siao..
~i overslept and miss the bus stop.. so took one big round home.. daddy had to wait 10 more minutes for me
~unpack everything and throw into pails with water and alot of soap lots and lots of soap..
~ then bathe and eat.. then sleep.. for 10 hrs..

**reply to some1..
just want to make myself clear.. when u tok to me you felt like a barrier.. i can tell u i never change.. neither did u change.. maybe you did.. its just the closeness was not there.. situation changed.. you are not someone who i am close with le.. try talking to someone, you will feel the same there is a wall built months since you were away..

campfire items.. VIP0707..

~AmBroSe Sir~ [ how to draw with circle?? ]

~qIuyU Sir, jaSon Sir~ [FAKE jaychou and feiyuqing]

~rEnJie Sir~ [ dancing sakura ]

~poHboOn Sir~ [pengyou song]

never regret..

VIP is fun, great and everything!!!
but i goin off..
so more details tml!!
keep updated!!

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to myself
Happy birthday to me!!!

haha..
got lots of SMSes today.. wishing me happy birthday.. thankyou all!!!
GZ was 1st ,next was shimin..
then peichun, filza, janice,mrwong,shishi,jeffrey,azrika,GZ,desmond,esther,kokwhee,zhaoyi,mswong,nora,lisa.. the list goes on and on.. haha!!! thankyou for all the wishes..!!!

the 1 and only present i got was from shishi.. its a handphone pouch.. which i used as a wallet.. haha.. got piggy on it.. thankyou shishi!!!

make a wish it will come true!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
i know.. tml then is my birthday.. but i guess i got no time to blog..
firstly, must thank shishi.. she gave me a present today.. it felt a cloth thinggy.. will open tml..
THANKYOU SHI!!!
hmmm who will be buying me the bilabong cap leh.. i guess i can buy it with my hongbao money..

HE was not the 1st to wished me happy birthday.. i guess he wont remember.. =(
GZ was 1st .. he thought it was today.. haha..
ZN made me angry 2hrs before my birthday!! i will remember!!! idiotic.. i hate ppl who lie!!!
XUXUN,HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY!!! ( my xiaodi whom shared birthday with me)
also owen HappyBirthday!!!
ShwuYueh Happy Early 16 Birthday =)

make a wish, it will come true
(i dun want to be hurt anymore, i want to stay happy, everyday)

i love VIP 07/07 bravo..

I HOPE MY A STUPID DREAM DO NOT COME TRUE..

today as usual.. got meeting at HQ.. then took group photos..
i told GZ bout the dream.. hope it wont come true.. all pray for me.. if not i will cry to death..

discussing with ZuHui what movie to watch after my VIP.. its either Cinderalla, Night At The Museum or DeathNote2... why not watch all 3.. dun worry ZH.. we pay for our own ticket.. even u want pay for me.. i also dun 1 =)
1) 2) 3) 4)
well this are all the picture so far..
1) picture taken with BRAVOs, sarah ma'am, Brabbit and ying sheng sir..
2) picture taken with BRAVOs and all with ReeJie sir (in BRIGHT LIME GREEN)
3) oh this is YeeShan..
4) and next Esther..

althought i find no reason how you can get angry with me.. but i had a sense that you are angry with me..
okie well.. its just a sense..
and last night.. (now its 6.am) i had a dream about u and i..
we meetup at a nice place and u gave me my presents.. it was soft toys, 3 bearbear... (same as last yr) i remembered that 1 was a friends forever bear.. that kind tat we spotted at one of the shop in raffles place.. it was holding a heart with a LOVE.. every moment was very nice sweet and happy.. until i saw guozhong (why he appeared in my dream i dunno, nvm just continue my dream) i spoke to GZ.. then he got impatient and walked off to the train station (looks like 1) i did not bother to look for him.. then he got worried.. started looking around.. chased after me when i was spotted.. he knew i was mad and angry.. he shoot out his little finger and promised that he wont walkoff just like that again.. i pulled his hands over and held it tightly.. but the feeling was not the same as it was before..

AOP for VIP..

oh well AOP was over..

the logistic IC made a joke out of himself today.. but desmond.. i promise i will help u in this round of proposal.. he had a very very detailed log list.. with a wok.. and another wok with cover.. so wads the difference?? he also had too much stuffs to bring for camp as a log ic lah.. me and frens were like huh?!! is he going to bring a lugguage for camp?? haha.. okie tats enough..

next was footdrill lesson AOP my team consist of zhen luan,melissa,yeeshan and me.. proposal was fine.. i saw jianfu sir wrote a :) on his note book and showed to other instructor.. i guess this was all zhenluan's credits.. yar.. she did almost everything herself.. or rather, its everything.. she sleep at 2am for two nights.. today i learnt that stomach pain was no joke.. i thought i was nervous then had stomach pain.. BUT!! it was gastric pain.. and i pain for 6hrs.. no fun man.. and i will never skip meals ever.. it really hurts..

today also had footdrill accred.. sliver and GOLD!!! i learnt lots of commands today man.. like what to do.. and wad i thought was not right as a command but was actually right.... i learnt slow march today.. and got accred.. PASSED pro ba.. haha.. actually i was not doin standard lah.. all the while i was peeping down and staring at ZL's foot.. footdrill was really fun...

thats all folk.. =) I WANT A BLACK BILABONG CAP FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

VIP meeting with FUN!!!

Today went for meeting.. As usual .. Meeting bout lots stuffs.. Then lunch.. There was this girl in front of us.. Wearing super short skirt.. Then I take out my phone act like tat pic.. ZL who was in front of me.. Really took the pic.. Then I beat her.. Accidentally hit her phone.. It fell off the escalator.. from dunno which level.. it drop to another level.. SORRY ZHENLUAN!!!
Tml meeting again.. luckily meeting point at bukit batok.. which is west side.. heng.. tml no need wake up early le.. thank god..!!!

hey..here's what i want for my birthday.. A BILABONG CAP!!!!!
and i dun want pooh bear nor tigger as my present.. cos i had enough of that.. i dun like them and i get them.. it shows how little understanding u have for me.. do i have the pooh or tigger face?? diao!!!

Be unpredictable, be spontaneous, be outrageous, be Bravo

finally some time to blog..

Tigger Say Hi!!!

haha.. this was taken my melissa.. one of my Bravo Champion Groupmate..
Maybe i can take some time here to blog about what i think of my Groupmates ba.. hrmmm..
Lets start with YeeShan since i am the closest to her.. haha.. both of us were SUPERQUIET.. Then always like left out.. then we start talking to each other..yar she is a nice girl(from SengKang sec) hey i know melvin u know.. maybe she dunno.. haha.. well she will always has sweets in her bag.. and she MIGHT has an affair with derrick her chair.. thats a mystery.. =)
ok next will be melissa.. a girl from cedar who is very skinny sia.. she is a very friendly girl.. get to know her well yesterday when doin the script for puppet show.. by fate.. she always will sit beside or opposite me during meals.. and she eat never finish her food de.. then zhenluan will say, cannot finish then nevermind.. haha sure de.. =)
then zhen luan.. i really cannot stand her.. as in.. she is a combination of Jaci and Cindy.. her eyes looks like jack.. then they way she speaks and does everything is super like cindy.. OMG!!! ZL is a potential leader.. in most times.. she will be the one leading our group to do work.. =)
okie next.. Esther.. some1 who seats behind me during the first contact session and helped me fold my sleeves.. THANKYOU!!! then the second contact session.. we were on the same train.. i guess all agrees that she is very pretty ba.. i also quite attracted.. haha.. she is also another leader of our group.. the group IC of bravo.. =)
now its LeeMin.. the most busy person in the camp.. she is our chairperson.. erm.. nv really tok to her.. but will get to know her better through the camp.. =)
yar now is shwu yhue.. she is from evergreen sec.. a very fair and small size girl.. guess wad.. she was EGSS's commander.. really cannot judge a book by its cover.. i guess she is a good debater.. cos she really can speak her ideas very well.. she also super helpful.. ytd i super tired.. then send her some stuffs and ask her to help me forward to all.. and she did.. without complains.. =)
now the guys.. JinLiu and Shamsul.. jinliu looks like a malay.. tats why SY was shock when he said his name.. shamsul was a quiet guy at first.. but now.. super noisy le.. we onli have 2 guys in the group.. really got to treasure them.. haha.. =)

NEVER GIVE UP! Be happy and optimistic about this course.

Today went to bugis.. Shopping?? haha no time for this lah.. went to national library for lesson planning meeting.. actually i was late.. cos i was lost.. haha.. sorrie bravo trainees.. first time met yingsheng sir.. erm.. no comment bout look.. but his a great mentor.. gave lots of advice.. thank you sir..
then rushed down to update my picture for passport.. then rushed home to online.. Bravo Champion are actually having a online meeting now.. but i slack.. updating my blog.. haha..
reading all the mails sent from sarah ma'am, tammy ma'am, reejie sir.. they are really very nice mentors.. every1 is encouraging us.. BRAVO CHAMPIONS only has 9 ppl compared to others who has 12.. we will be the strongest group in VIP 07/07.. even pohboon sir praised BRAVO during the contact session..
heard from shishi that the FDC training was not good.. people refuse to do Pt.. hey its for your own good right.. haiz.. and drills deprove.. i only not there for 1 day.. all out of control.. MYGOD!!! wednesday i will be going down to school to check on them.. then rush down for bravo meeting.. that means i will skip 2 hours of meeting with the champions.. you all lah!!!

From Tammy Ma'am..The same fire melts the wax and hardens the clay.. i am the clay.. who stay strong and firm after being "heated"

VIP 07/07

woohu!!! i am back with the 2 contact sessions.. now super tired..
wokeup 6.45 then head to campsite near bedok.. then reach home at 8 plus..
although nv really enjoy myself.. (all theory based for 2 days) i made lots of friends.. and learnt lots of stuffs..
my mentor are super nice ppl.. they are tammy ma'am, sarah ma'am, wenjie sir, jason sir , ying sheng sir.. (sorrie cinlee.. pohboon was not my mentor, actually was.. but change again)
i was in the logistics committee for this VIP.. haha that was what i always do in jwssrcy..
haha.. saigang.. someday this week need to go report to campsite again.. why??
to check the stuffs in logistics room.. saigang.. but i supposed it was a more easy job compared to the other committee like campfire ba.. so i am still lucky.. this yr de VIP not based on AOP.. thats proposal.. its based on how your plan for lessons.. and make sure all other trainees pass their test..
my group BRAVO.. really bravo.. we had to do lessons on evacuation sliver.. so i guess after VIP.. i can take ppl from our school evacuation test le.. yippy.. and footdrill silver,gold theory.. this lesson plan compared to AOP.. of course this is more managable right.. then tml meeting at 10am national library.. level 5.. (do dropby if you have time, haha)
haha.. the most happy thing is that i will be getting the VIP 07/07 tee shirt.. which non of the VIP batches ever had.. the tee is like ULP trainer kind, with different designs on the back only.. and i will be super PROUD to be wearing this tee..

From Qi Jun Sir.. There are two types of ppl.. One kind are those who failed without trying.. the other are those who tried without failing.. so which one do you want to be?? i guess i will be the second type!! JIAYOU, jiayou, jiayou for VIP!!!

Last of all:
VIP-To Lead With Pride WooHa!!!
Heat it- WooHa To Lead With Pride WooHa!!!

sian sian sian

yesterday's footdrill training was totally suck..
not becos of the cadets' drills.. but i was sick..
my face was so pale.. shishi thought tat i was really not okie.. but i am fine..
the happy part of training was tat the sec1s know all the commands le..
fast ba.. within 3 trainings nia.. i am so proud of them..
and they are goin for mass accred for footdrill silver.. i am sure they all will pass de..!!
so jiayou ba..

then today go pack rc room.. super sian..
actually is to get all NCOs.. but in the end??
onli got 5 ppl there.. WHAT THE!!!
ATTITUDE sia..

for now i confrim myself going VIP..
got pohboon sir.. jian fu sir.. jason sir..
this 3 sirs are cute sirs..
haha.. envy?? too bad..
you wont know the hardship behind lor..

tml FDC training again..
hope they can improve on bangings..
i dun care lor.. will train on only bang tml..
they sian.. i more sian..!!! ARGHHH!!!!

8 more days to baobei birthday..
16 more days to my birthday..
17 more days to VIP..
30 more days to suhaila birthday.. ( see i helping you count down)

thank you for all you friends' concern..
i am fine.. dun need to worry so much about me..

i just need somebody to talk to.. i will be fine.. shishi volunteered le.. haha nice friend..
but you know right.. i want you to tell me what to do.. you know i listen to you de..
i guess i am stupid.. you will never know i need your ears now..

tml will be a tired, hard day..
shishi fell sick..
not able to go for FDC training..
me alone again.. =(

my blog song sings... Listen to your heart...

dilemma

where should i start..
okie some1 from SRCS called imforming me about VIP contact session..
suddenly i felt like not going for VIP anymore..
how??
the flame in me is gone..
i want to be VI becos i wanna help jwss which is goin to fall anytime..
since mr wong is interested in asking QX back to jwss so why should i go and torture myself..??
also i will be goin for VIP all alone..
but being a VI in uniform was my dream!!!
diedie.. so go or not to go??
can anyone give me a good advice??
tell me yes/not..
please give me the right advice and not made me regret again!!!

i just wished to be left alone!!!

enjoying my holiday..

yeah.. back.. where should i start?? hmmm..
23 got meeting with mr wong,shi2,cinlee,mardhiyah,geraldine.. (see i spelt mardhiyah name correctly!!!)
then after tat went to see the peeps for talentime.. they are quite alright.. see some hope in winning.. or rather we must win man.. spent so much money for the instructor.. shi2 and cinlee took a pic in drama room.. they are in prison.. haha..

chalet was lots of fun.. must thank syaiful.. who made me mashmallow.. lots of mashmallows.. yummy!!! then gone night cycle janice baoxin cycle from 11.30 to around 1 plus.. from aloha to pasir ris park.. then had a stop at the playground.. we played swing.. haha.. had a lame video.. but i dunno how to load.. so too bad.. then climb up the dunno wad.. took pictures.. then sit down to let the sea wind blow.. super tired.. then sleep.. around 4+ i woke up cos of dunno wad.. iffri and irdaus were playing play station.. soccer game.. luckily i saw the last match.. finals.. irdaus won iffri 2 to 1.. then iffri present a cup to irdaus.. which signify irdaus winning the cup.. lame.. haha.. around 7.45 i woke bao to sent me to bus stop.. thanks to nora who ride me.. if not i also dunno to walk how long to reach the bus stop.. also thanks to baobei who accompanied me since the previous night and tat morning.. thank janice and pearl who was sitting in front cycling for the both days.. really fun cycling..
i dunno wad happen to janice face.. its really scary to take pics at night..
me & baobei.. see the white thinggy.. i dunno wads tat.. it wasnt there when we r! baobei again..

then meet up with shishi for FDC training.. training was not really tough ba.. the weather was great.. it was raining tat morning.. their drills was not bad.. rather good for onli the first training.. the squad i took gave me a solid bang all the way for the first hour.. after tat was the whole "gang" doing footdrill together.. then the bang onli from one side got solid... pretty proud of them.. i guess should be able to win if the mistakes from last year nv happen.. like YO bulling VI.. ppl giving attitude.. this year no YO,no VI.. so this problem wont happen.. also i am having the second girl squard of jwss fdc.. which the first time we had a girl squad we won 2nd in district and 3rd in national.. so i hope history WILL repeat itself!!! girl squard will not give tat much trouble ba..
today went to the sports complex.. its a family outing.. my dad,mum,bro,3sis went swimming them annie and i we went to gym.. they enjoyed themselves swimming.. so are we in the gym.. they planned to go there next week but i am not able to join them haiz.. contact session is starting next saturday and sunday.. sian..

**idiotic stranger "noname" please dun come up back here.. i felt so irritated.. if you come back here i will lock up this place.. just pray that you do not come back..

never a right time to say goodbye

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cryBut I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

*There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

(*chorus)

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

(*chrous)

(*chrous)

My New Life..

changing so many blog song.. But still prefer this song.. Too little too late..
I love some parts of the lyrics..
"Cause time has made me strong,I'm starting to move on,I'm gonna say this now,Your chance has come and gone"
I love the chorus!!!
IMPORTANTLY I LOVE MYSELF!!!

i have been in love with tis hongkong drama series.. about planes on channel U 22:00.. i enjoy everything about is show except for this character who looks like HIM!!! SO IDIOTIC!!! they looks so similar like long lost brother..

Os finishing tml.. i am STRESS-FREE!!! yeah.. FDC training is here.. VIP is coming.. My birthday is reaching.. LiaoYuan is more and more.. Still got Malaysia JianXue.. My whole holiday is full!!! But nvm.. Keeping myself busy is better than thinking of something crazy.. Right?haha..
the book of my life is goin to turn to another page.. Everything nice will be brought together with me into this fresh new page.. But bad stuffs will be covered.. Buried.. I am starting my life fresh after 21NOV2006!!! Sounds like i release from jail.. yar i am release from JWSS.. =) the new page will be fun.. with RedCross RC RC RC.. VolunteerInstructorProgramme VIP VIP VIP.. LiaoYuan LY LY LY.. better than what i have thought..

Ending my post with this, which is from an e-mail Mr Wong sent me.. Its meaningful so I would like to share..
"A diamond is lump of coal that did well under pressure"

Blog Song!!

Too Little Too Late
JoJo

Ooh no
Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

CHORUS
**It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)**

I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
In lettin you go, I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem
But don't come askin me for help
Cause ya know

**CHORUS**

I can love with all of my heart baby
I know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)
With a player like you, I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live, yeah oh
It's just too little, too late
Yeah!!

**CHORUS**

survey.. from LAO PO DA REN

01. Single , taken or crushing?
single.. dun hope to be taken..

02. Are you happy with your life now?
yar..

03. When you meet the right person , do you fall in love with him/her first?
u think leh

04. Have you ever had your heart broken?
i also dun 1..

05. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
NO!!!

06. Would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
nope!! asking for trouble onli..

07. Have you talk about marriage with another person before?
no.. we tok bout our children..

08. Do you want children?
YESH!!

09. How many children would you want to have?
2 enough

10. Would you consider adoption?
no..

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
just say lah..

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
erm.. yes.no

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
i dunno.. furthest place? EXPO..

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yar..

15. Are you romantic?
nope.. i am idiotic.. too bad..

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
doin now..

17. If you can marry somewhere, where would it be?
on an aeroplane..

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
nope!! unless i am in wrong..

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yesh.. feeling ANGRY!!

20. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
no..

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
STUPID same question again..

22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
it wont happen.. or i will kill her!!!

23. Are you missing something right now?
nope!!miss his ASS!!!

Now think of five friends that you would like them to do this love survey and list down their names below.
1) zhaoyi
2)zhaoyi
3)zhaoyi
4)zhaoyi
5)zhaoyi

boring weekend..

HEY!!! u guys got listen to my blog song?? the where r u is super nice no harm listening..
then got another song so sick.. the first english song i fell in love with.. maybe u dun like.. but is a song with memories..

ytd went to tian guo liao yuan.. then went to chalet.. so boring.. sat there watch tv.. things tat i can do at home.. bo liao.. the whole day was so tired.. then came back at 5 sleep.. until 7+ abit headache plus fever.. today muscle joints all aching..

why ppl say i got boyfren.. dun hab lah.. persis hor..!!!

chatting with ms wong.. tok bout everything under the sun.. haha..
of cos we gossip.. but not goin tell u who and wad we tok about..
she encourage me by telling me i sure can pass VIP..
there is not kind of sure pass but really thank you..
from her i learn something "it doesnt mean that we treat pple nicely, pple will treat us nicely back.."
i am goin to learn from tis.. and treat every1 nicely..
promise unless ur an idiotic sucker..

cute guy..

his so cute.. look like xiao JIAN FU sir.. goin support him for the project super star..
his name is daren.. his so cute sia!!! not onli cute.. also very fit.. he knows how to cook..
most importantly his cute!!! i just love him sia..

where are you

by natalie with justin roman
know you're out there baby
Somewhere.
There's someone out there for me
I know there is somebody out there
I know she is waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?(somebody tell me her name)
This life long search is going to drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry?
What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize, I'm here?

Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she? Who is she?
Who's going to complete my world
Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she? Who is she?
Who's going to complete my world

Ladadlalalda

Where are you?

I'm staring out at the sky(I see you baby)
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?(I'm right here)
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems?
How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize, I'm here?

Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who's going to take me so high?
Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?
Who's going to take me so high?

Ladadlalalda

Where are you?

There's someone out there for me(There's someone out there for me)
I know there is somebody out there
I know she is waiting so patiently(so patiently)
Can you tell me her name?(Can you tell me his name?)
This life long search is going to drive me insane

How does he laugh, how does he cry?
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize, I'm here?

Where is she? where is she? Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she?Who's going to complete my world?

Where is he? where is he? Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he?Who's going to take me so high?

Ladada da da Ladada da da Ladada da da
I know you're out there
Ladada da da Ladada da da Ladada da da
Where are you?

I'll look all over the world baby
because I know you're out there
and I know it must sound crazy
but I think I love you
Ladada da da Ladada da da
Where are you?

hey.. i miss every1!!!

finally back after so mani mani mani days of studying..
yeah.. got 10 days break.. then 1 and a third paper its Dt and Sci MCQ..
dun wanna tok bout hows Os.. since its over, i just dun wanna care le.. time to enjoy and dun think about it..

tok bout my personal life..
i think its time to let u go ba.. you have been tied by me for more than a year.. always being bully by me.. letting me scold u like idiot.. still say sorrie when u dunno wad happen.. yar.. this stupid kind of bullying will end.. finally ended.. u will not be bullied not get scolded for nth.. dun have to waste time accompanying me shopping,movies, trying to entertain me.. no need le.. dun even have to waste money for my birthday present.. its really nice to know u.. nv really blame u ba.. imagine if u nv tok to me?? haha i wont know u le.. i guess when people fell down.. they get hurt but they will learnt to be more careful.. i learnt not to make some1 my everything.. once i lose u.. i am left with nth.. dun worry bout me.. i still got frens who look after me well.. time will heal all wounds.. i will try to get use to time not having u by my side anymore.. i believe i will get over it.. just hope i dun get so sad.. eat and eat and eat until i go to my usual self.. 60KG OMG!!!

hereby to make an public apologize to you lah..
SORRIE!!! SORRIE!!!

last blog b4 O level..

good luck for everyone for O level.. jiayou!!!

just back from open house.. cum I&E carnival.. its totally fun.. haha.. some teachers were like staring at me.. i guess the must be thinking tis mary.. O level still come out walk walk.. no need study meh.. haha.. study too much also will go crazy de lor..

that all bye..
hope tat O level will finish fast..
i will be back.. after 10 nov,maths paper..

every1 jiayou lah!!!

SOMETIMES I HOPE YOU COULD JUST SHUT UP!!!

its last day of school..

time past so fast.. it was like yesterday when it was first day of sch.. onli 1 i knew in jwss was serene.. now wow.. every1 were so close.. ytd hua, sis, xin, they cried.. i also feel like crying now.. as i listen to persis de blog song.. FRIENDS FOREVER!!! i really cannot bear to leave tis school.. a place i met u u u u u all of u and every1.. also a place i met him.. lots of memories in jwss sia.. now missing times when mr bala scolded our class.. doin pumping.. jumping jack.. haha.. also missing the times crazy teachers scolding shouting nagging us.. missing the times i had in parade square doing footdrills marching on the eagle.. running around the sch 4 narfa.. sleeping in tents of sch field.. playing soccer floorball.. really lots of memories sia.. and now in a blink of eye.. wow i am goin to leave tis place aka hell.. but missing it like as if it was an enjoyment in heaven..


things given by ms chee, mdm chan and persis.. wishing me good luck!!!
GOOD LUCK TO EVERY1 FOR 'O' LEVEL!!! JIAYOU!!!
READ THE MSG..

wallet i gave to jiawei 4 his birthday.. he love it very much!!! want to know whos him..?? maybe if u see some1 using this wallet.. go up and ask u know marybek.. haha..

I VERY ANGRY

i gone shopping.. during exams period.. why? some1's birthday..
my mood was terrible.. i waited for 45 minutes.. standing there like STUPID!!!
when i saw him.. i was SUPER ANGRY!! no need say sorrie de wor!!!
wahLao!! then walk walk.. not even 2 hour, heading home.. NARBEH!!

WHATEVER!!!

yar i got back my report book..!!!
class position 2ND!! yeah man.. happy 4??
$500 haha.. money face!!
comment was quite good.. it goes like this
"Mary is a keen learner. She has put in a COMMENDABLE amount of work this semester. A satisfactory set of results. Continue to persevere and strive even harder to improve your grades further and get few more distinctions in the "O" level examinations."
-JIAYOU MARY (i add tis :P)

PS: baoxin+persis i know u guys did pretty well.. so carry on for beter grades okie!!! janice no need say lah.. JIAYOU!! FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

2 MORE MONTHS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!

nth but busy..

my whole week is busy busy busy nth but busy...
everyday leaving sch at 4+ 4.30..
wad the hell.. no time for breaks..
staying back after sch for english.. maths.. physics.. and everything..
not tat i complain.. its good 4 me.. but just so pack.. today marking day still need to go sch..
the whole week, theres no1 in sch except for sec4E5N..
some1 piti me?? ya.. thankyou..
next 2 weeks worst ba.. also staying in sch every afternoon..
science pratical coming.. then the wad window period.. goin sch studying in library..
wanna find me..?? go to jwss 3 level library de back tables..
so ppl visiting there pls pls keep quiet.. or i will throw u out okie..

just leave me with all my complain.. after tis NOV 20.. i will be enjoying..
lastly.. wanna thanx all the teachers who ask me back for lessons.. ms chee lah, mr yip lah, mdm chan lah, mrs choo lah, mr robin lah..
especially ms chee... she is a robot.. having extra lessons every afternoon for all those who failed english..
nice of her hor.. but i piti her boyfren.. haha..

thank you for reading all my complain!!!

my results are out!!
english D7
maths B3
science B4
chinese A2
DT B4 (combine with artefact and folio shld get B3)
humanities haven get back GEO

what am i??
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life.
Your ideal relationship is comforting.
You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero.
You care about society and morality.
You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious.
You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment.
only works when both people are totally devoted.

1 more week until korkor back.. yeah..
i miss you so much!!!

The Pretty Lady

Once upon a time a big monk and a little monk were travelling together. They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge damaged. They had to wade across the river. There was a pretty lady who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river. The big monk offered to carry the pretty lady across the river on his back. The lady accepted. The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk. "How can big disciple brother carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy with females?" thought the little monk. But he kept quiet. The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk followed unhappily. When they crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they parted ways with her. All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with the act of the big monk. He was making up all kinds of accusations about the big monk in his head. This got him madder and madder. But he still kept quiet. And the big monk had no inclination to explain his situation. Finally, at a rest point many hours later,the little monk could not stand it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk.? "Howcan you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty? All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite." The big monk looked surprised and said,"I had put down the pretty lady at the river bank many hours ago,how come you are still carrying her along?"

[This very old Chinese zen story reflects the thinking of many people today.We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they irritate us and they make us angry. Sometimes, they cause us a lot of hurt, sometimes they cause us to be bitter or jealous. But like the little monk, we are not willing to let them go away. We keep on carrying the baggage of the"pretty lady" with us. We let them keep on coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter and cause us a lot of agony. Why? Simply?because we are not willing to put down or let go of the baggage of the"pretty lady". We should let go of the "pretty lady" immediately after crossing the river, immediately after the unpleasant event is over. This will immediately remove all our agonies. There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over. It is just that simple. =)

haiz!!!

today kanna scolded by ms chee.. although not scolding me.. but i fell like hurt.. onli 32 more days to O level.. haiz!!!

korkor is goin to cambodia from 29 to 13.. sobsob!!!
goin there to help those ppl with elephantiatis..
also dunno wad..
hope he dun get some kinda weird illiness from there..
GOD BLESS!!!
if not like last yr birthday stay at home got chicken pox..
then tis yr got weird disease..
althought his lecture is doctor..
but i still BU FANG XIN!!!
GOD BLESS!!!
i am goin to MISS HIM..
he said he will miss him..
we shall see.. =)

when am i goin to get my prelims results.. ARGH!!!

STRESS =(
"O" practical is on 19 OCT
"O" paper starts from 30-20NOV

ENJOY!!
~class chalet is on either days from 22-26NOV!!!
~temasek poly intro course camp is on 29-1DEC!!!
~baobei de birthday is on 6DEC!!!
~VIP is on 8-10 DEC!!!
~MY BIRTHDAY is on 14DEC!!!
~Chrismas is on 25DEC!!!
~dominic de birthday is on 30DEC!!!

prelims over!!!

finally prelim is over..But wad.. i thought through and regreted..
i couldn't really manage myself in the prelim.. feeling like why did i come back 4 my Os and struggling.. maybe i should go to ITE when i get my 4N results.. then i will firstly join VIP already.. and not participate in FDC06 and make myself have regrets.. and able to "enjoy" life with my kor goin to TG "biao yi" training.. then i will not be stress on my prelims marks.. AND NOT BROKE DOWN AND CRIED DURING MATHS PAPER 2.. i am 100% sure i am not goin to do well.. but how?? really regreted.. HAIZ!!!

since i am already here and onli 35 more days to O level.. i should put in my 101% and do it once and well.. no matter wad will be the outcome.. i think i did my best.. life is short so live with no regrets MARY!!! 35 more days onli.. just hang-on its either u go it or break it.. JIAYOU


**The only place success comes before work is in the dictionary**

GAME!! TRY IT!!!

NO CHEATING!!!!
THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME.
DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT.
IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY

1st. Get PEN and PAPER
2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW
3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results.
4th SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN.

1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 to 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT.
2. Next to the NUMBERS 1 & 2, WRITE DOWN ANY 2 NUMBERS YOU WANT. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE NUMBER?
3. Next to the NUMBERS 3 & 7, WRITE DOWN THE NAMES OF TWO MEMBERS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. CAUTION: DO NOT LOOK AHEAD or IT WILL NOT TURN OUT RIGHT
4. WRITE ANYONES NAME (like FRIENDS or FAMILY...) next to 4, 5, & 6.DON`T CHEAT OR YOU`LL BE UPSET THAT YOU DID
5. WRITE down FOUR SONG TITLES in 8, 9, 10,& 11
6. Finally,MAKE A WISH ARE YOU READY? HERE IS THE KEY TO THE GAME

ANSWER
1. THE NUMBER of PEOPLE THAT LIKE YOU is found inSPACE 2
2. THE PERSON IN SPACE 3 IS THE ONE YOU LOVE
3. THE PERSON YOU LIKE but your relationship CANNOT WORK is in SPACE 7
4. YOU CARE MOST about the PERSON you putin SPACE 4
5. THE PERSON YOU NAME IN NUMBER 5 IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU VERY WELL.
6. THE PERSON YOU NAMED IN 6 IS YOUR LUCKY STAR
7. THE SONG IN 8 IS THE SONG THAT MATCHES WITH THE PERSON IN NUMBER 3
8. THE TITLE IN 9 IS THE SONG FOR THE PERSON IN 7
9. THE 10TH SPACE IS THE SONG THAT TELLS YOU MOST ABOUT YOUR MIND
10.AND 11 IS THE SONG TELLING HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT LIFE
11. NUMBER 1 IS YOURLUCKY NUMBER true riite. ??
hahas.

MY ANSWER
1) tHrEe - 3
2) FouRteEn - 3
3) my korkor
4) baoxin
5) janice
6) persis
7) mr vincent lim
8) superwoman
9) Down
10) 陌生人
11) 我们怎么了

my answers r quite true..
-(1) is my lucky nos.. my O level no
-(2) not really true
-(3) of course i love my korkor..
-(7) mr vincent lim i love him.. but he is teacher.. so cannot work 101%
-(4) i care most bout baoxin ok ba.. not most..
-(5) janice knows me very well.. tat must ask her..
-(6) persis is my lucky star.. READ HERE!!!
-(8) korkor is superwoman hMmm??
-(9) mr lim is down?? how i know??
-(10) 陌生人 is in my mind.. not really..
-(11) 我们怎么了 is my like now..

no tittle..

nth happen to me tis week..
just got prelims.. hope would be fine..
thanx 4 ur encouraging..
(study HARD 4 exams, so tat it'll be EASY!!)

ya me and shishi is goin thru something secretive..
very secretive.. we r having a SECRET diary..
haha.. if u wanna join us we will let u see what we r writing in the diary.. =P
if not dun kpo k.. haha.. (we both r crazy peeps)..


tis is teamwork.. haha sort of puzzle..
my baobei.. 1yrs old le..
present me and annie bought..
family photo with baobei..

From my mail.. and weekend..

You are intelligent and know what's right. You like to make things go your way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other people's feelings. But you're patient when it comes to love. Once you get a hold of the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.
Also from my mails.. here to say
I LOVE YOU
to all my friends.. =)

ha!! sunday went to har par villa.. for some kinda activiy
Journey To Hell.. heres some pics..
GHOSTS!!!



GROUP PHOTO..

just spot me if u can.. tall ppl stand behind de.. =P

MY BAOBEIs

no topic.. just anyhow write.. =)

Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!

jimmy birthday cake.. nice ba.. snake and ladder..


tuesday got english prelim.. i hope i do well.. pls.. i wanna get level position 3rd so tat got $500..
must work on it.. the night b4 sleep at 11+ we sms.. haha.. if i did well for english its thanx to his blessing.. ha..
but he goin oversea 1stoct til 14oct.. will sure miss him!!! hope tis date wont change then can celebrate his birthday..


GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING "N" LEVEL NEXT WEEK..!!!! ALL THE BEST!!! JIAYOU!!!

know wad orange=fun, i am a simple and attractive girl

back again..

copy from persis de blog..
A student asks a teacher: What is love?
The teacher said: in order to answer your question, go to the paddy field and choose the biggest paddy and come back. But the rule is :you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big paddy, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.Later, when he finished more than half of the paddy field, he start to realize that the paddy is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand. The teacher told him, this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realize, you have already miss the person.

The student asked: What is marriage then?
The teacher said: In order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick.The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfied,and came back to the teacher. The teacher told him, this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... This is marriage.



hope that next week would be a better week.. =) 68 days to "O" levels..
frens takecare.. ppl in my class r like sick.. so dun get sick during these important period..
either u make it or break it!!!

STRESS!!!

oh o levels its like 70+ days.. oh my god.. HAVEN even start revision.. die le.. think my mind its like FULL!! cannot think.. i must be putting every stones down and start working.. bless me..

decision made.. retaking my mt.. then my targets all have to change.. cos mt shld get A1 in plan.. haiz.. now i am vert worried by my other subjects.. cannot afford to lose any marks le.. haiz..

monday would be my oral.. pls dun make my tongue tied when talking and speak like ttttaaaa...
so scary.. though got lots pratice with miss chee but still nervous...

yesterday was fun.. janice & persis went for oral.. leaving me and bao 4 focused test.. then we were like running around in classroom playing catching.. haha.. december kids are i tat.. AGREE!!
then huda rika sya mas came back.. they start complaining they bully by sec1s.. haha.. and some1 whose voice like janice.. and blahblah..

focused test was easy.. if i got more than 35/50 yip is goin give me treat.. anything i can eat in canteen.. haha..




12 points here i come!!!

my stupid weekend..

my friday started painfully.. stomachache.. oh my god.. its not like normal pain.. its long pain.. and still painful just now... then day went on normally.. with lessons.. blah blah.. then took chinese 'O' results.. the BEAUTY 4 of us all got B3(M).. haiz.. the whole NA no distinction.. haiz.. but actually i think i did pretty well le.. N level got A2 actually should get B4 but i got B3.. not bad le.. then was focused test.. MY MR LIM was next door sia.. haiz i really MISSES him sia..

my saturday was lame.. stomachache still on.. then lay on bed the whole day.. onli ate bread for breakfast and skipped lunch & dinner.. then went to tian hui for classes.. not really listening.. cannot concentrate at all.. so painful...

sunday woke up.. stomach not pain.. but dun feel like eating.. went breakfast with aunt and uncle.. we ate ROTI PRATA.. then went for jia ting du jing.. quite fun.. but the onli my and sis 2 girls.. so sad.. then came home after lunch.. but nv eat again.. watch pokemon with didi.. then dinner.. end.. haha..

bought my new phone.. so satisfied.. :P
a guy frm "jue de" was so handsome.. haha.. ShHhhHhh..

wad is true frens..

some ppl r fake frens.. as i mention in my previous posts..
but there r some who are true 4 eva..

like persis and suhaila.. when i am sad.. they will not ask me what happen but just console me.. comfort me.. encourage me..
others who dun really know how to comfort me.. like janice and baoxin.. they kept quiet.. try not to talk bout issues which is sensitive to me.. they did things quietly... like accompanying me 4 movie..

idiotic friends would kept asking what happen trying to make u think bout it and make u sad.. what was worst is trying to snatch him away frm u.. and still act as if close to u.. they r really bitches..
*god pls repay her 100 times what she done to me..
thank you god..

i cut my hair short.. supershort..

[*__ naTionaL dAe!! ]

yesterday was national day celebration.. ms chee bought each of us a flag.. she's best man!!!
the parade was lame.. me and sis like got lots memories when see NDP.. we were once there.. opPs.. not once.. was since sec 1.. sec 2.. sec 3.. cant imaging it was so fun not to be in parade.. we were on the 4th floor.. best view.. btw khai's uniform was too tight fit.. haha.. spread it..
then concert.. mr yap was "kuku" bird haha.. funny sia.. couldnt imaging he could do tis.. haha^^.. and my mr lim.. he was "ah gong" how i wish was "laogong" =]p.. then got singing session.. we just got SUPERHIGH.. with sis,xin,ice,me.. all like crazy..
then soccer.. we won.. 5N1 cum 5N2.. GIRLS CAN PLAY SOCCER K!!! the prize was a JWSS bottle.. same as teng de.. but hers was nike.. tht she used it liao..
next was movie.. CLICK.. story was meaningful.. plus it was funny.. worth watching.. FAMILY COMES FIRST.. we sat on the last row in the middle.. right in front of the screen.. damn enjoy sia.. then walk round jp.. then home..

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

you sucks!!!

know wad.. ppl do change.. some change to be better.. some got worst.. at tis moment you smile at me.. behind my back u r just doin things which i hate to see.. and act as if nth happen.. so i look really stupid?? i dunno.. i think i am stupid to believe you.. ppl say things and do things behind ur back.. and u wont know.. they thought u dun too.. think you r more stupid then me.. nv tht i knew wad you u r doin behind me back.. pls just get away from me okie.. now i still can tarhan.. so pls stop doin it.. come to my face and slap me.. this pain wont last long.. the most 10 mins.. doin some things behind me makes me ache for yrs.. and i will rmb!! i will CURSE u!!!
and god pls if u read tis dun act as if its not u.. its u.. and dun act close to me thanx..

** pls dun tok to me in sch nor msn.. i dun wish to reply u nor tok to u..

[*__ i'll remember u ]

got to know tat u're stress, in a dilemma now..

i'll be there for you
no matter what you're going through
if the day should come when you need someone
you know that i'll follow
i will be there
don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
cos' i'll remember you
*just like how tis song goes.. i'll remember u!!!

tml would be our 1yr if we did not go different ways..
but i wish we didnt started at all..
and then it would not end..
and we will be just happy strangers..

takecare mary.. u still got true frens.. 100% forever..

[*__thoughts..]

现在我只想 回到最初的时候
期待 原来是一种伤害
深爱的人已离开

[*__ superband!!! ]

haha today is J3, mi lu bin, lucify, soul de big day.. i will be in front of the tv watching them.. haha ^^ just hope that nth goes wrong and either soul or miloice wins man!!!

ytd went to jp for dinner after focus test with ice&bao.. KFC cheese fries ROX ^^.. on our way back to school 4 physics so-called "nite class" met miss chee.. then we tht of the song huda compose bout "Giordano" i think its spelt like tis.. =]p then kept laughing at her.. quite lame.. Do u know?? the Ncdcc T-I-C is handsome.. i love him!!! MuaCkx!!!

[*__ sad again..]

nth to do when coming home with shimin..
she listening to mp3 then i thinking again..
next week would be national day..
you remember our special day??
i beg u dun..
maybe u tht i am angry..
ya i am.. very very..
but u know i not xiao qi right..
so can u sms me..?? haiz.. =(
actually wanted to watch the lake house with u..
but nvm if u dun.. i go my frens..
they will be with me forever..
and u.. liar.. so wads forever.. nth is forever..
so wad if u care.. u dun..

happy national day.. my sad day..

[*__ pics in malaysia..]

went to malaysia tis are the pics.. know wad.. its a 5 star hotel.. and the sofa like damn big sia.. as can see in pic.. ya the girl u nv know.. is my cousin.. pretty ba.. haha.. need can introduce to u de.. =P

[*__ long time no blog ]

actually 1 to post some pics i took at malaysia de..
but blog got problems.. then cannot post.. haiz..

1 week nv post.. haiz..
-monday PE lame.. then evening got evening study.. sian..
-tuesday.. badminton.. FUN..
-weds.. again lame.. evening study..
-thurs.. badminton again.. [actually nv play, went to kpo]
-fri.. sch..FT.. night study..
-saturday+sunday MALAYSIA..

see i so busy.. how to blog?? haiz..
see if i tis few day free then post the pics lah..

[*__ Racial Harmony ] pictures part 4

*a picture depicts a thousand words.. a photo depicts a thousand picture*
haha lame.. dunno heard from where..
anyway.. took loss and loss of pics with frens..
this my favourite pics ba.. [janice + baoxin]
those with persis also not bad.. we act eyes big.. i mean myself.. cos her eyes big le..
ya.. tis must be great memories ba..
although i started my week a bad 1 but ended it a happy 1 =)
sleeping beauty!!!

[*__ Racial Harmony ] pictures part 3